Misery

Doomed to be,
A fraction of the man
you used to see.
A Slave to the past
a true disease
so numb to the pain
you don't need to greive
Serenity
finally I cease to bleed
Cauterize the wound
sow me up
set me free
Misery,
Is what keeps me sane,
I struggled for so long
With you in my way.
Cut off my wings cause I failed to fly
Barely alive unafraid to die.
Its like no other,
Its all around you,
Running for cover but your demons found you.
I'm still losing sleep
I lay wide awake
Wishing i was ****ing dead
Are you feeling weak ?
You stand ****ing in shame
You'll never understand my pain.