I Always Forget

I am always trying to believe
我總是努力說服自己
believe in every single word you say to me
相信你說的每個字
and i am always trying to forget
我總是努力忘記
forget about the things you have done to me
你對我的所作所為
And I, made up my mind
我下定決心
only this time
這次
I would turn you down
要拒絕你
your requests, theyre haunting me,
你的懇求，揮之不去
I need to breathe, i need to take a deep breath
我得深呼吸，再深呼吸
I am always trying to believe
我總是努力去相信
believe that you are a nice and kind human being
你善良同情又有趣
are you on earth my friend or my enemy?
但你究竟是敵人是還是朋友？
and now I cannot tell cause again youre backbiting
你的巧言現在讓我不能分辨
And I, made up my mind
但，我決心已定
only this time
這一次
I would turn you down
我要對你說不
your fake smile, theyre haunting me,
你那虛假的笑容久不能去
I need to breathe , I need to take a deep breath
我得深呼吸，再深呼吸
I am always trying to believe
我總是努力去相信
that you will show your caring and respect to me
你會關心、尊重我
Even though i know youll probably just pretend
即使那是你裝出來的
but sometimes you dont seem to bother pretending
可是有時你卻懶得假裝
And I, made up my mind
所以，我下定決心
only this time
這一次
I would treat you as my friend
我只會把你當做我的朋友
your strategies
你的巧言巧語
wont work on me, let us take a deep breath my friend
再也不會有用了，我的朋友，讓我們都冷靜一下吧
編曲:Cannie
和聲:Cannie
Ukulele:Cannie
混音:Cannie