North Star
The mouth of Medieval Canon
眼前的那座教堂
Just south of the house when you planned
就在曾經你輕巧地規劃
all the birthday vacations,
我所有的生日、假期
my graduation so expertly
我的畢業禮的房子的南面
Lately,
這段時間
when I go to visit
當我回去探訪
I hate to see
我討厭看到
the place that we've never been
我們未曾去過的地方
Yards of grown,
我們那時成長的院子
the life of broken,
支離破碎的生活
the year under my region
和在家鄉的那段歲月
I remember what you tought me
我記得你所教會我的
but it don't seem academic
雖然那並不像正經的理論
I still can't apply it.
我仍不能真正學會
Day and night my secrets and my white lies,
那些日日夜夜，我的秘密和小謊言
are warning the same, warning the same,
一直在提醒我，提醒我同一件事
since you passed away.
自從你離開後
I hope your memory keeps every truth you left me.
我希望你的記憶裡一直存著你離開我的真正原因
From falling apart,
在崩潰之後
when I'm in the dark,
在黑暗之中
can't stop searching for the north star.
也不能停止追尋那夢中的北極星
Wasting all of the money you gave me,
用盡了你給的財富
with nothing forthcoming.
身邊一無所有
Chasing the dream
執著追逐著
that you said you believed in,
你曾說你堅信的夢想
but I've lost faith.
但我已經失去了曾經的信念
Every shread of promissing me
你曾經不多的承諾
was my connection to you.
只剩下我和你的一點聯絡
I'm trying to hold on to it.
我努力試著留住這一點
Day and night my secrets and my white lies,
那些日日夜夜，我的秘密和小謊言
are warning the same, warning the same,
一直在提醒我，提醒我同一件事
since you passed away.
自從你離開後
I hope your memory keeps every truth you left me.
我希望你的記憶裡一直存著你離開我的真正原因
From falling apart,
在崩潰之後
when I'm in the dark,
在黑暗之中
can't stop searching for the north star.
也不能停止追尋那夢中的北極星
None of your picture
你的照片裡沒有一張
hints where you are.
能告訴我你在哪
I travel around down and in your old car
我四處遊走，鑽進你的舊車
but it won't take me very far.
但那沒法將我帶離現實
Day and night my secrets and my white lies,
那些日日夜夜，我的秘密和小謊言
are warning the same, warning the same,
一直在提醒我，提醒我同一件事
since you passed away.
自從你離開後
I hope your memory keeps every truth you left me.
我希望你的記憶裡一直存著你離開我的真正原因
From falling apart, when I'm in the dark,
在崩潰之後，在黑暗之中
can't stop searching for the north star.
也不能停止追尋那夢中的北極星
The north star.
那顆北極星