S.H.C.

[Verse 1]
你是我們的秘密
You are our secret
值得一直保守住的秘密
It's worth keeping
我會一如既往守口如瓶
And now I'm keeping my mouth shut
在周末時間裡
On the weekends
我也會盡量不和任何人一起
I won't hang out with anybody else
腳下的路
The pavement
越發焦灼難走
Always baking
它到底要我怎麼做
What's it want from me?
我不停往後退
And I keep falling backwards
想要尋求解脫
Looking for relief
尋得自由
Want to be free
計算著要利用好每一分鐘
[Pre-Chorus 1]
而那時間也在算計著讓我落空
I've been counting all the minutes
我想要再次把握住我的生活
And the days have been counting me
而你不認同
[ Chorus]
我無法理解生命的波折
I want to live my life again
但你能夠
But you won't
我並不了解自己害怕什麼
I' ll never understand the waves
但你卻懂
But you do
我想要再一次活過
I didn't know I was afraid
我總是沉睡著
But you do
等待期望中的什麼
I want to do it again
但卻是一場空
[Verse 2]
到頭只有避開那念頭
Well I've been sleeping
有時我會不顧後果
Waiting for something
有時也會把方向弄錯
But to feel nothing
有時當我接受上天考驗
At all, avoid the call
到頭卻什麼也沒做
Sometimes I'm reckless
當我獨處的時候
Sometimes misdirected
總有個念頭在耳邊不停聒聒
Sometimes when I'm tested
我知道遲早會生出更多念頭
I tend to do nothing at all
不用說
[Pre-Chorus 2]
我想要再次把握住我的生活
When I'm alone
而你不認同
There's a ghost that keeps talking
我無法理解那風向幾何
And I know there's gotta be more
但你能夠
For sure
我並不了解自己害怕什麼
[Chorus]
但你卻懂
I want to live my life again
我想要再一次活過
But you won't
我曾長久麻痺住我的感知
I'll never understand the wind
我知道你想要將我從自我中解救
But you do
我們總會為那些心中念頭萎靡不振或犯傻幼稚
I didn't know I was afraid
無法獲得完整的自我
But you do
除非從那狀態中擺脫
I want to do it again
而真實又是什麼
[Bridge]
我想要再次把握住我的生活
I've been numb in my thoughts for hours
而你不認同
I know you wanted to save me from myself
我無法理解那風向幾何
We've been wilting and young for ships
但你能夠
And I can't compete
我並不了解自己害怕什麼
Until I'm strung to the field
但你卻懂
What's real?
我想要再一次活過
[Chorus]
你想要永生不死嗎
I want to live my life again
你想要永遠存在嗎
But you won't
我想我會的
I'll never understand the wind
But you do
I didn't know I was afraid
But you do
I want to do it again
[Outro]
Do you want to live forever?
Do you want to live forever?
I would