That Light That's Binding

To go a year without dreaming
Until it seems there's nothing new
I couldn't give you a reason
I couldn't stop it from washing over you
And to fall into darkness
Until it took over every part of you
To try to sweat out the toxin
To look for God in an empty motel room
You said it felt like dying
Were you sick of fighting
Underneath the weight that's crushing
Are you finally free from
A world that always seemed so broken
Did you stop your running
When you saw that light that's blinding