Bother

BOTHER
SPIDER MAN I

Wish I was too dead to cry
希望麻木得忘了哭泣
A self affliction face
一張自私的面孔
Stones to throw at my creator
用石頭狠砸造物者
Masochist to which I cater
去擁抱受虐狂的殘酷
You dont need to bother
你不必憂慮
I dont need to be
我也不必
Ill keep slipping farther
我要逃得更遠
But once I hold on
但只要我還有一絲希望
I wont let go till it bleeds
縱然流血絕不放棄

Wish I was too dead to care
但願我麻木得無所顧忌
If indeed I cared at all
如果我真的需要付出關懷
Never had a voice to protest
那也毫無異議
So you fed me **** to digest
所以你總對我嗤之以鼻
I wish I had a reason
我希望我有理由
My thoughts are open season
像枯榮循環的季節一樣
For this I gave up trying
順理成章的去放棄一些嘗試
One good time deserves my dying
舍生取義
You dont need to bother
你無需多慮
I dont need to be
我亦不必
Ill keep slipping farther
我要逃得更遠
But once I hold on
但只要我還有一絲希望
I wont let go till it bleeds
縱然流血絕不放棄

Wish Id died instead of lived
但願此身已死
A zombie hides my face
屍位素餐的人模糊了我的樣子
Shelf forgotten with its memories
帶著記憶，拋下軀殼
Diaries left with cryptic entries
日記會和神秘的入口留下
And you dont need to bother
這一切你都不必多慮
I dont need to be
我亦不必
Ill keep slipping farther
我要逃得更遠
But once I hold on
但只要我還有一絲希望
I wont let go till it bleeds
縱然流血絕不放棄
You dont need to bother
你無需多慮
I dont need to be, yeah
我亦不必
Ill keep slipping farther
我要逃得更遠
But once I hold on, once I hold on
但只要我還有一絲希望
Ill neverlive down my disease
縱然流血絕不放棄

This song is for J who I still loved
這首歌給我仍深愛
and for always!
直到永遠的J