Cold Shoulder

[Intro]
God knows my intention, I sin for the sake of progress
Got a big heart when it comes to my family (You are now listening to Young Chencs)
But in the streets my heart is the coldest
My personal life aint right but Im putting this first so I wont lose focus
Member I needed a helping hand, reached out and I got cold shoulders
[Verse 1]
They already know I can rap, the mandem trap, I can do that too
I-I picked up the phone, I heard some terrible news thatll ruin your mood
They made some change and forgot their roots
I made somе change and picked up the young Gs
Took thеm shoppin and copped them shoes
This hoe forgot she got ****ed
You need a reminder youre not brand new
I shouldve kicked that one to the curb
There and then, but Im not that rude
Had-had some hoes back when I was broke
They wanna come home, but I got no room
So many years I slept on the sofa
They dont know the half, they got no clue
Huh? Said I was a 'One hit wonder', I took that shot and I followed it through
Dont worry bout hollerin chicks
Get rich, theyll switch and holla at you
Sat in the trap, turned one into two
But that aint what I wanted to do
The fame get a bit too much sometimes
Fan-page tryna follow the goons
Fan-page tryna follow my pups
The fans love me and I love them too
Cah Cench aint better than none
La-last time I let that slide
But this time I aint gonna let that run
They made, they made a diss track
That shit was too whack to get a response, huh
Its sad cah I love my hood where Im from
But that place aint where I belong
Clean up the scene , I dont need no mop
Pull up your jeans, all I need is slops
Dont believe in greed, I dont need a lot
Let my Gs all eat off the cream on top
Remember the floor went peelin off and damp all over the ceilin
We trap for a positive reason
All cause the rap werent bringin no Ps in
[Chorus]
God knows my intention, I sin for the sake of progress
Got a big heart when it comes to my family
But in the streets, my heart is the coldest
My personal life aint right but Im putting this first so I wont lose focus
Member I needed a helping hand, reached out and I got cold shoulders
[Verse 2]
I stay tryna better my life, but I got pain that I cant get off my mind
I cant get rid of my demons, all of my feelings, I kept inside
Id never sell my soul or switch on bro in desperate times
My angel there on my shoulder tellin me 'No'
Im bipolar, no Jekyll and Hyde
I gotta think twice what come out my mouth these days cah I know I got a voice
Im the head of my family now, I gotta get in my bag, I got no choice
Im bait, I gotta roll safe, theres a few places that Id rather avoid
I made it, I might have a baby, I dont mind a daughter, Id rather a boy
Bro-bro couldve went pro in the field, but he broke his Achilles heel
The other, the other day it was free K-Trap, not the one from Gipsy Hill
**** a eighty-twenty, I told them 'Send me a fifty-fifty deal'
From Bush to Beverly Hills
Im lookin at bro like 'Look at the shit weve built'
O-OT, I seen a man smoke crack on a Red Bull can
Im throwin my Ws up like Wu-Tang Clan, Im a method man
Ask my mum what Im like, shell say that Im selfless and I give back
If you ask my ex what Im like, shell say Im a narcissist and a sociopath (Came a long way)
Came a long way, still got a very long way to go
Just a yute, I was confused when I saw my family takin coke
Cah I understand it now that Im grown
Real trap boy, I dont play with my nose
Just the way that it goes
I cant judge them when it made me dough
[Chorus]
God knows my intention, I sin for the sake of progress
Got a big heart when it comes to my family
But in the streets, my heart is the coldest
My personal life aint right but Im putting this first so I wont lose focus
Member I needed a helping hand, reached out and I got cold shoulders
[Outro]
From Bush to Beverly Hills
Im lookin at bro like 'Look at the shit weve built'
Said I was a 'One hit wonder'
I took that shot and I followed it through