Toxic Nostalgia

Thought we moved on
以為我們已經走了
Said you were gone
說你已經走了
But you heard I was fine
但你聽說我很好
Call me to fight
召喚我去戰鬥
This is so toxic
這太有毒了

No Im not all good but
不我不是很好但是
Got good at hiding
善於躲藏
The pain in my eyes
我眼睛裡的疼痛
Smile to cry
笑著哭
This is so toxic
這太有毒了

Letting go of you hurts worse every time
每次放手都會讓你更痛苦
And I dont wanna miss you again I dont
我不想再想你了我不想

I dont dont wanna miss you again
我不想再錯過你
Cause days when I miss you I start to forget why I left in the end
因為在我想念你的日子裡我開始忘記我最後為什麼離開你
I dont wanna miss you again
我不想再錯過你
Cause nights when I miss you I wish I just met you and we were still friends
因為我想你的夜晚我希望我只是遇見你我們還是朋友
I dont wanna miss you again
我不想再錯過你

Remember the weekends
記得周末
Fruit at the market ah
水果在市場上啊
Topanga to hike
Topanga徒步
Thought we could fly
以為我們可以飛翔
Was it the chocolates
是因為巧克力嗎

Now I just ignore ya
現在我不理你
Cause Ill never forget you
因為我永遠不會忘記你
Stop writing you back
不要再給你回信了
Know its making you mad
我知道這讓你很生氣
But
但是

I dont wanna miss you again
我不想再錯過你
Cause days when I miss you I start to forget why I left in the end
因為在我想念你的日子裡我開始忘記我最後為什麼離開你
I dont anna miss you again
我不會再想你了
Cause nights when I miss you I wish I just met you and we were still friends
因為我想你的夜晚我希望我只是遇見你我們還是朋友
I dont wanna miss you again
我不想再錯過你