Monster

Painted a picture, I wanted to make sure that
Everythings perfect, the trouble is worth it, I
I almost believed it, I blinded myself with lies
And now its so obvious you never wanted us
And all this time I have tried
To make sure youre doing fine

So whyd you make me feel like I was a monster?
You made me believe that I didnt want you
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didnt I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster

Years down the line everything will be fine, I know (Mm, mm)
Maybe well laugh and pretend that nothing happened? Oh (Mm, mm)
But Ill lie if I said I dont think of you all the time (Mm, mm)
But steady and slowly, a little less lonely now (Mm, mm)
And all this time I have tried
To make sure youre doing fine

So whyd you make me feel like I was a monster? (Ah-ah-ah)
You made me believe that I didnt want you (Ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didnt I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster (Ah-ah-ah)
I was a monster (Ah-ah-ah)

Whyd you make me feel like I was a monster?
Yeah, you made me believe that I didnt want you (Ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didnt I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster