dancing all alone

I was hardly in the back of the bus, and I couldn't figure it out
幾乎從未坐過巴士後排我也不得其解
There was nineteen, maybe twenty of us, felt like I could just do without
有十九名乘客也許二十名而我似乎可有可無
It's like a bad dream, tryna keep my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt
如同夢魘一場多想闔上眼我不禁懷疑起
If I find lightning in a bottle, 'cause I've never had anyone
是否能夠幻夢成真因為我未曾與人有過羈絆

So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
那麼若是我不留下又如何
'Cause there's no way to break the pattern
只怪無法打破僵局找尋出路

And I don't wanna feel alone
不願孤獨來造訪
My past is not my fault
我的過去並非我過錯
But my world keeps on breaking
但我的世界
It's always been the same
始終如此不曾有變數
Half drunk, friends feeling like strangers
半醉半醒友人似成陌路
Nothing ever changes
一切如故不曾有變化
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
我深知注定只能跳一人舞

I've been running before I knew how to walk, when will I ever stop ?
學會走路前我一味地奔跑何時才能停下
Always five feet too far from the ones who said they loved me for who I was
那些說愛我的人總在我身旁五英尺之處
And the silence of the beat of my heart has never been any louder
往日從未察覺我心悸動此刻卻如此震耳欲聾
And it's frightening if I always end up and feeling no one's around
若孤身一人便是我注定的結局實在有些可怖

So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
那麼若是我不留下又如何
'Cause there's no way to break the pattern
只怪無法打破僵局找尋出路

And I don't wanna feel alone
不願孤獨來造訪
My past is not my fault
我的過去並非我過錯
But my world keeps on breaking
但我的世界
It's always been the same
始終如此不曾有變數
Half drunk, friends feeling like strangers
半醉半醒友人似成陌路
Nothing ever changes
一切如故不曾有變化
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
我深知注定只能跳一人舞

Dancing all alone
不曾有過舞伴
Dancing all alone
只得獨自起舞