Call Me a Saint

I was cold, i was lonely 
No one thought to even phone me
Look at me now im a fighter
Im a strong bitch baby, Im designer.
I'm tryna shine a light on , light on, light on
Anybody sitting in the dark and crying
Fix your make up or your hair 
Pull up a seat over here 
Gotta do what you do to get by yeah
Back up back up were in trouble again
Hit mans out and its on my head
Back up back up imma do it my way
Live to see another day
So call me a saint
A slave to my brain
Yeah i got kicked out but i cant escape
Safe to say i seen better days
But im not afraid anymore
I grew up, im a big girl
Stopped giving time to people that made me hurt
Sometimes when i cry it makes me better
My tears are wetter now that i accept them 
Im tryna shine a light on, light on, light on
Dont hit the flight button you just gotta fight on
Now put your fingers in the air 
Scream out **** em i don't care
Gotta do what you do to get by yeah
So call me a saint
A slave to my brain
Yeah i got kicked out but i cant escape
Safe to say i seen better days
But im not afraid anymore
M8
Im not looking to be saved
Just picked out an early grave to bury shit 
.. NOT ME
Just the weight that ive been carrying
You would think you married in to savage ways and arrogance pathetic
.. NOT ME
I'm making my exit outta here
So call me a saint
A slave to my brain
Yeah i got kicked out but i cant escape
Safe to say i seen better days
But im not afraid anymore