You Left the Door Open

Every time you touch my skin
Its like I died again
My anxious chest keeps on compressing
What am I supposed to think
If I try to be 5 steps ahead
But this isnt a chess game
But youre so comforting
If only I could let you in
If only you could see this pen
In my hands while Im writing
I think that Im smiling
But I feel like crying
I cant believe you left me
With my dying breaths
And the room that was my chest
With the door wide open
Every time you found a key
You would give it to me
We never knew what they went to
But now somethings unlocking
Youre like the sound of wind in the city when Im walking
(Haaaaa)