Desperate and Depressed
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Im pissed off at the number
我為自己的遇人不淑感到憤懣
Of people that I meet
討厭眼前這些表裡不一之輩
Who go to shake my hand
這些與我談笑自如的傢伙
With a viper up their sleeve
最擅長笑裡藏刀的伎倆
They freeze me out all winter
把我關在門外,讓我受盡地凍天寒
Burn me up all summer
將我推向烈日,使我受盡酷暑天干
Try to take my money
他們想法設法拿走我的血汗
When Im desperate and depressed
在人萬念俱灰的時候
Aint it a mess
真的是心亂如麻一團糟
Ive played for free and paid for
我曾作樂尋歡,也為此付出沉痛的代價
The miles on my truck
一路走來,磕磕絆絆
Got no sleep in motels
在汽車旅館輾轉難眠
Cause the worry keeps me up
焦慮充斥著內心
It almost drives me crazy
簡直要把我壓垮
Thinking about my baby
我唯一眷念的只有我所愛的那個人
And how hes gonna love me
他對我的愛必定至真至深
If Im desperate and depressed
即使是在我狼狽不堪的時候
Cant get no rest
請讓我原地歇歇吧
Momma never told me
媽媽從未告訴我
That things would be this way
事情將會以如此發展
Daddy tried to warn me
爸爸不斷警告我
That thered be hell to pay
那將會是地獄般的代價
If I cant find the money
如果我得不到錢
Then I cant buy the time
我將如何度過剩下的時光
Im stuck here making
我被束縛在這無形之牢
Someone elses dime
成了別人牟利的棋子,賺錢的工具
We busked in sarasota
我們在薩拉索塔街演賺錢
I made twenty seven bucks
可還是杯水車薪,所得無幾
I wept for richard manuel
我為理查德·曼紐爾的生平流淚
Thinking I might have his luck
是否我和他一樣地不幸
You talked behind my back
你們在暗地裡說我的閒話
But only stabbed me in the front
但只是在人前詆毀我
But dont think you can hurt me
可別以為這樣就能傷到我
Cause Im desperate and depressed
我早已萬念俱灰,無所畏懼
Aint it a mess
不過只是心煩意亂罷了
Please somebody tell me
有誰能告訴我
How to make it stop
要如何停止
This world feels like a roller coaster
這如同過山車般起起落落的世界
I just cant get off
我就是下不了車
Tried rehab and probation
嘗試過戒毒和緩刑
Tried self medication
也嘗試過自我藥物治療
But none of that can cure you
可你就是無法拯救自己
When youre desperate and depressed
當你萬念俱灰,傷心欲絕的時候
Aint it a mess
真的是心亂如麻一團糟啊
Momma never told me
媽媽從未告訴我
That things would be this way
事情將會如此發展
Daddy tried to warn me
爸爸不斷警告我
That thered be hell to pay
那將會是地獄般的代價
But if I cant find the money
如果我得不到錢
Then I cant buy the lie
那我便無法繼續欺騙自己
Oh ten percent of nothing
噢,真的是一無所有
Aint a dime
一無所有啊
So dont you try to sell me back whats mine
把本該屬於我的快樂時光還給我
Ill be desperate and depressed until I die
直到我死的那一刻,我的心仍然是絕望的