Twisted

Am I supposed to feel something,
Was I supposed to let you win,
Why do these things keep happening,
To me.
I see these spirits hovering,
Theyre forcing me, theyre pressuring,
The life I lived has now caved in,
On me.
And Im twisted,
Im pushing you away,
And Im lonely,
And Im listless,
Im keeping you at bay,
And Im lonely.
(Dont want to be lonely)
Somebody give me a reason,
Cant somebody tell me why,
I dont want to have to wait,
I dont want to have to start again,
And reset my mind.
And Im twisted,
Im pushing you away,
And Im lonely,
And Im listless,
Im keeping you at bay,
And Im lonely.
I dont know why, but Im sinking.
Losing the light, Ive lost the light.
And Im twisted ,
Im pushing you away,
And Im lonely,
And Im listless,
Im keeping you at bay,
And Im lonely.