Letter To An Old Poet

I said I think that youre special
我說我覺得你有些與眾不同
You told me once that Im selfish
而你曾說我是個自私的人
And l kissed you hard
我狠狠地親了你
In the dark
就在這夜裡
In the closet.
在這個衣櫃裡
You said my music is mellow.
你說我的音樂是那麼優美動聽
Maybe im just exhausted.
也許我只是太疲倦了
You think youre a good person because you wont punch me in the stomach.
你認為你人很不錯因為你從不會對我大打出手
And I love you.
我愛你
I dont know why,
雖不知原因
l just do.
卻這般踐行著
But youre not special, youre evil.
但你並不與眾不同反倒是個惡魔
You dont get to tell me to calm down.
你從不勸我冷靜下來
You make me feel like an equa,
你讓我疑惑不解
But Im better than you and you should know that by now.
但我比你強現在你該明白這點了
When you fell down the stairs,
當你不慎從樓梯上失足墜落
It looked like it hurt and wasnt sorry.
那感覺太痛了但是罪有應得
I should have left you right there
我真應該把你晾在這裡
With your hostages: my heart and my car keys.
賭上我的心還有我的車鑰匙
You dont know me.
你不懂我
I want to be happy,
我只想開心一點
Im ready
我已經準備好
To walk into my room without looking for you.
走進房間看都不看你一眼
Ill go up the top of our building
我會走到我們家房子屋頂
And remember my dog when I see the full moon .
當我看到那滿月時便會想起我的狗


I cant feel it yet,
我還沒感覺到它
But I am waiting.
但我在等待