Tryna be good for your parents but its burning you out
試著對你的父母好一點,他們養育了你。但這會讓你精疲力盡,甚至崩潰。
They say you nothing like your sister don’t like how u turned out
他們都說你不像你的妹妹一樣,那麼的完美。你不會有好的結果。
Now you hungover in your room you hoping they don’t find out
現在你在你的房間喝的爛醉如泥,你永遠不希望有人看到你落魄的樣子。
You got some sh** you wanna say but it”ii never come out
你有很多想抱怨的垃圾話,但你永遠不會說出來,這對所有人都不好。
They say your different when your sober but you don't believe em
當你清醒過後大家說你變得不一樣了,但你永遠不相信任何人,除了你自己。
Hide your emotions in your eyes you hope that you deceive them
把你的壞情緒隱藏在你的瞳孔裡,你很想瞞過他們。
Show them a fake smile and tell them you alright
給他們一個善意的假笑,輕輕的告訴他們你沒事。
You tell your friends don't understand this happens every night
你告訴你的朋友這種事情每晚都會發生,他們對你不屑。
But its okay because you don't know what they go through
但沒關係,因為你永遠不知道你朋友經歷的事情,也許比你更糟。
They say they love you but you wish that they would show you
他們口頭上說著愛你,但你更希望他們能用實際行動表現出來。
You hop inside your car you don't care where it goes to
跳進你的車裡你不在乎他帶你去往何處。
Do what your friends say cause you think that your supposed to
照你朋友說的去做,因為你認為你應該聽他的。
You throw a fit because you feel like they aint getting your work
你發脾氣抱怨我,因為你得不到我的工作。這是你的錯誤。
Call me self centered but all I really need is some space
總說我以自我為中心,但我真正為了的只是能有我的私人空間。
And I get pissed off every time I see that look in your face
每次看到你臉上的表情我就來氣,很想扁你一頓。 (也許是我比較極端)
Stop with emotions and I swear to god its heading your way
但是我要停止衝動,我向上帝發誓我會努力的生活下去。
Disappointment
失望到了極致,不能自拔。
Yeah I know
我明白你的意思。
Can’t help but say no
不能提供對你的幫助,我很抱歉。