Best Me

Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand
妒忌和道歉接踵而來，我照單全收

I sip slow think slower
在啜飲之中慢慢思考
Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya
旁觀者似乎總樂於在一無所知的情況下對你指指點點
Ima say that again, I sip slow think slower
思緒不斷放空，我依舊在啜飲
Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know you
為什麼周遭一切即使未窺全貌仍然可以斷然評價
When I was 7 used to rock soldiers
在我七歲那年，我習慣了看“岩石戰士”動漫
Hotboys heard it poppin from the Nolia
Hotboys的聲音從白玉蘭地傳來（美國的說唱樂團）
I need a project chick from the corner,
於是在那個季節project chick成了我的必需品（project chick是Hotboys歌曲之一）
cousin had a friend she was like 10
表妹當時有個看起來大概十歲的朋友
Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner
在那時我總是會給她買上一些棒棒糖
Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter
情人節賀卡，風月俏佳人（電影），那是獨屬於我們的時間
Fast forward, now its dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders
時間不斷推移，現在身邊有的卻只是會“吹氣”的傻妞、六個避孕套和錄音機
*********** outta spite kinda sorta,
畫面轉移，逃離那些該死的惡意
got engaged now Im thinkin bout a daughter
在訂婚以後，我開始想著要一個女兒
Spend a lotta time even tho I cant afford her,
儘管知道我可能負擔不起她的日常開銷
please keep it coming with the brown water
但讓一切都像棕色的水一樣慢慢的到來吧
Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV,
計劃中的事物也會漸漸地被提上議程
wanted floor change for the quarter-waters
相信總有一天我也能從一樓爬上頂層
When I was naive to these things,
當我對這些事情保持天真的時候
I really wanna follow what my heart shares
當時當下唯一的想法就是從心出發
Money aint a thing, until its not there
錢不代表一切，總有一天會全部散盡
And ***********es aint ***********t till you need a queen,
山里能飛出金鳳凰
and ***********s all the same till you meet a king
王侯將相，寧有種乎
You know whatchu need when you dead broke
當你身無分文的時候你才知道自己到底需要什麼
You know what you want when you see the dreams
也只有在真正觸底看見自己理想的那一刻才能夠清晰心中所想

All I wanna do is be the best me
終其一生只想要變成最好的那個
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出屬於我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一記全壘打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨聲響起在歡呼聲中拿到我想要的，實至名歸的

Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life
深夜喝得爛醉如泥，兩聲槍響把我拉回現實
*********** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day N Nite
至今我還記得那些從早到晚日夜顛簸的日子
Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own
Scott說我只能靠自己，從那以後，一個人白手起家
Nah ***********
披荊斬棘
Nah ***********
摸爬滾打
I aint neva had a *********in handout,
沒有人提醒我該如何做
a bunch of mistakes in my past now Im tryna stick to a plan route
數不勝數的錯誤在我的過去出現，可如今我只想心無旁騖地朝著目的地奔進
But thats life my ***********, sometimes ***** ******t just dont pan out
但是我的伙計，生活就是這樣啊，我們總能無功而返
Lately Ive been trying bite my tongue,
最近我開始試著保持沉默
dog Ive been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long.
內耗，內耗，不斷地自我內耗
With Myself
和自己掙扎
Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ?
鏡子啊鏡子，或許你能告訴我為什麼我總在傷害自己嗎？
I could use a little slack, for the wealth
為了所謂的財富，我開始學著努力讓自己變得鬆弛一些
But Im too afraid to ask for the help
得道多助，失道寡助，可我還是害怕尋求幫助
Still attached to the past,
依然對過去保有留戀
and its felt like way too strong I dont ever wanna wait too long
這種過於強烈的感覺讓我如坐針氈
But I know if I hold on, know youve grown,
但我知道只要保持專注，總能涅槃重生
go and get your dough baby
去吧，拿下本該屬於這的一切
Hold on know you wrong, just dont lose your soul baby
明了錯誤繼而全神貫注，永遠不要丟掉自己的靈魂，寶貝
Hold on dont you know, love wont ever fall baby
堅持下去，難道你不知道嗎，愛可永遠不會東昇西落
Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe
或許只有音樂能救我於水深火熱

All I wanna do is be the best me
終其一生只想要變成最好的那個
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出屬於我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一記全壘打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨聲響起在歡呼聲中拿到我想要的，實至名歸的

Step up in this *********** like, look at what the cat dragged in
現在站在舞台，看看是誰進來了
Used to call my crushes on my mommas house phone,
曾經用老媽家的電話撥打喜歡的女生號碼
13 and younging thought I had it mapped back then
年輕的時候就自以為已經把未來的藍圖描繪好
Imma be rich as ***********, lemme bring tha racks back in
我將會富得流油，把自己曾收到的折磨返還
Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers
努力讓自己在一個滿是叛徒，毒販，殺人兇手的城市裡保持動力
Keep it old-fa***** ******oned, (two choices) Ima be my own captain
堅守還未落伍的傳統，這次做自己這艘小船的船長
Robert Frost Theory, ******* **** never had siri
羅伯特·弗羅斯特理論，帶我重返自然
Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then
偶爾也感謝上帝，讓我夢迴到了那個年代
No new phone, Im just done with all the acts my friend
不再需要新手機，學著把所有的戲碼收回
You aint adding to my life, then youre subtracting
明白你並沒有給我生活帶來什麼，只是在讓我不斷的失去
You aint gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in
也不必再給我打電話讓我煩心
*********** hold the phone, caught up in the late night
拿著手機，趕上深夜的腳步
Cant stay for the day ma, had to catch a red-eye have a safe flight
一刻也不能再等待，立即搭上那趟紅眼航班
20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond
穿過憎恨的井蛙之見，直覺讓我感覺自己像德拉蒙德
Circumstances I been slippin over fakeness
時常覺得自己被虛偽蒙蔽
No patience, but I think I think too much (still)
不再抱有耐心，我想是因為我顧慮太多
I think I lack confidence (still)
也許我缺乏自信
I think I want prominence, dominance good logic and common sense
也許我需要不錯的領導力、支配力以及邏輯和常識
But that starts with me
但一切的開始也都源於這樣的我

All I wanna do is be the best me
終其一生只想要變成最好的那個
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出屬於我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一記全壘打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨聲響起在歡呼聲中拿到我想要的，實至名歸的