4 + 20

4+20 years ago
二十四年前
I come into this life
我的生命誕生了
The song of a woman
那是一首上個世代的歌
And a man who lived in strife
一個女人和男人生活在爭吵中
He was tired of being poor
他厭倦了貧窮
And he wasnt into selling door to door
他對上門推銷的活兒不感興趣
And he worked like the devil to be more
他為了更高的社會地位拼命地工作。
A different kind of poverty now upsets my soul
但現在，是一種完全不同的貧乏在折磨我的靈魂
Night after sleepless night
一個又一個失眠的夜晚
I walk the floor and I want to know
在屋裡走來走去，我想知道
Why am I so alone?
為什麼我如此孤獨
Where is my woman can I bring her home ?
何時才能遇上那個能和我回家的姑娘呢
Have I driven her away?
是我讓她失望了嗎
Is she gone?
她已離開了嗎？
Morning comes to sunrise
早上太陽升起
And Im driven to my bed
我才上床睡覺
I see that it is empty
看著空虛的眼前
And theres devils in my head
不由地惡從心生
I embrace the many colored beast
我投身於慾望世界的花綠偽裝
I grow weary of the torment
而這些又讓我疲憊不堪
Can there be no peace?
我的內心還有平靜嗎？
And I find myself just wishing
現在我只希望
That my life would simply cease.
讓我的生命了結。