your disease

I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor
我似乎永遠不能在我倒下前自保
I never seem to get me, and Im coming back for more
我永遠不能理解自己卻又重蹈覆轍
I cant get it right, self medicated
我無法正確自救
Dive down the bottle of the substance Ive created
一頭潛入自己親手堆砌的物質海洋
Bag of excuses , and I feel useless
我無能的用藉口搪塞
Do you know how it feels to be hollowed out?
你知道身體彷彿被掏空的感覺嗎
Cause Im drowning, just to catch my breath
因為我正被水淹沒努力維持呼吸
Im drowning till theres nothing left,
我將被埋沒至一無所有
Theres nothing left, and Im about to drown here
一切都化為虛無而我將溺水而亡
Do you hear me yet?
你聽到我的聲音了嗎
Drowning, just to catch my breath
水漸漸漫過頭頂偶爾勉強探出水面喘息
Im at the starting line when Ive been left behind,
被世界拋棄在後的我回到起點
You all keep going and going until Im out of time
周身的嘈雜盤旋腦海直至我的時間竭盡
Is this Medicine enough to cure?
僅僅藥物足夠治愈嗎
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你袒露的傷口前
and I wont be cured
我已身患絕症不能再被拯救
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你憂疾的閘門口
I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floor
我似乎永遠不能在我倒下前自保
I never seem to get me, and Im coming back for more
我永遠不能理解自己卻又重蹈覆轍
Drowning just to catch my breath
我正被水淹沒努力維持呼吸
Im drowning till theres nothing left, theres nothing left
我將被埋沒至一無所有
Im at the starting line when Im out of time
時間竭盡前一秒我回到起點
You all keep going and going
而世界嘈雜依舊
Is this Medicine enough to cure?
難道藥能夠治愈我嗎
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你袒露的傷口前
and I wontbe cured
我已身患絕症不能再被拯救
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你憂疾的閘門口
Get up, get up, get up
努力站起來
When youre down to nothing you always look for something
當你一無所有時你總得要找到些什麼值得依戀的
Even if it means you become your own disease
哪怕這意味著成為你自己的疾病
When youre down to nothing you always look for something
當一切化為虛空時你總得尋找一根救命的稻草
Even if it means you become your own disease
哪怕這意味著你成為自己的敵人
So hold me closer, I need something to make me feel, to make me feel again
所以抱緊我吧我需要能讓我重新獲得感知的東西
So hold me closer, I need something to make me feel, to make me feel
所以再靠近我一步吧我需要能讓我再次感受的東西
Is this Medicine enough to cure?
藥物足夠治愈人心嗎
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你袒露的傷口前
and I wont be cured
我已身患絕症不能再被拯救
Bring me to be your disease
領我到你憂疾的閘門口