Suicide Letter

I dont need a will cause
Im not leavin nobody ******t
Its my suicide letter
At the end of this song
Im gonna blow my ****** brains out
If you readin this,
Im probably dead by now
Probably O
Ded and put three in my head by now
Im on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me
I should film this and leave
Banned From
TV a copyIm sick of this world and everything that come wit it
Death, life, politics, religion, ****** all of it
Always feel the pain or
Im ignorin it
Could barely see the love but all we need more of it
Yeah, right, like thats gonna happen
They workin on the next nuclear weapon
******z still starvin, ******z still robbin
Its no money thats when you have mo problems
I wanted a son but that was the past
Cause to tell the truth,
I dont think this world gon last
And Im not a quitter ******,
I aint givin up
Im just ready to move on, son,
I had enough
Live or die, its my life
I may, I might, its my time[Unverified] or ******ne, its my [unverified]
So say goodbye, its my life
I cant recall anything fore the age of five
Far back as
I could remember, had the lazy eye
All the ******t
I been through and
I stayed alive
But today feel like a good day to die
Felt it before but its hard to say goodbye
Felt like
Im talkin to myself when
Ipray to the sky
Like they took my faith and created a lie
Dont try to talk me out of it,
I made up my mind
Im a man,
I meant no cry for help
So Ima have to start the revolution by myself
Im losin it, too much goin on in my head
Statistically speakin,
Im supposed to be dead
Made a crew of wild ******z goin to war for caine
Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain
Strugglin in the hood,
I know too well
But why to get to heaven ** **** gotta go through hell?
Live or die, its my life
I may, I might, its my time[Unverified] or ******ne, its my [unverified]
So say goodbye, its my life