sicker

I dont wanna get drunk, I dont wanna sleep
I just wanna lie down in bed right next to me
And tell myself its okay, not to always run away
Tell myself its okay
I dont gotta be numb, when I wanna speak
I could let my feelings out without the need
To always want a harder way
Let me know that theres no shame
That theres no shame
Magazines , social media, liquor
All the drugs and the games make us sicker
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
I wanna be what you want
I wanna not give a ****
I wish I could show me love
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win me over
I dont wanna need someone
To validate what Ive done
I wish I could love me like them
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
Learning to ignore me, when it gets hard
When I fall down, wanna fall into my arms
Catch myself before I break and wrap me in a warm embrace
Wrap me in a warm embrace
Getting all dressed up to stare myself down
Biting my tongue so the words wont come out
Wish I could be nicer cause I dont wanna fight her
I dont wanna fight her
Magazines, social media, liquor
All the drugs and the games make us sicker
Too much time spent staring in the mirror
I wanna be what you want
I wanna not give a ****
I wish I could show me love
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
I dont wanna need someone
To validate what Ive done
I wish I could love me like them
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
(I wanna win)
(I wanna win you over)
(I wanna be what you want)
I wanna be what you want (I wanna be what you want)
I wanna not give a **** (I wanna not give a ****)
I wish I could show me love (I wish I could)
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over
I dont wanna need someone
To validate what Ive done
I wish I could love me like them
Im gonna pull me closer
I wanna win you over