Dirty Blue

Simpler days
更單純的活著
Singing away, I would sit with a phrase
唱歌時總能在歌詞中找到共鳴
Back then it was just a symbol a day
以前這只是每天的我活著的標誌
Now there's so many I just sign 'em away man
現在我放棄了尋找那些共鳴
Is it permission that I need for myself
我要的是許可嗎？
To be clear like the shelf that I needed
許可自己在酒中
Full of potions
尋找自我嗎？
Mission to be free from myself
想要解脫自己的束縛
I can't breathe till I'm drowning, I know that it's some bullshit
彷彿沉入海底無法呼吸但我知道這都是矯情
I just need a sign, make it clear and bright
只想要一個清晰的信號
Free me from this tide, I can't trust my mind
來讓我得到解脫我無法信任我的情緒
I can barely hear myself
快要聽不見自己內心深處的
Calling
呼救聲
I can barely hear myself
快要聽不見內心的聲音
I miss the days when everything was okay
懷念以前美好的日子
Instead of feeling insane, my mind was clear as the rain
懷念不會抓狂的自己懷念自己雨水般清澈的心
Not dirty blue like the ocean
不像臟藍色的大海一樣
Like I'm drowning in slow motion
彷彿自己困在了慢放的世界
Now every day I always get in my way
現在的每一天我成為了自己的絆腳石
Negative thoughts in my brain
腦海裡充滿了負面情緒
Got me trying to escape
好想從那些情緒中逃離
Been always reaching for potions
因此不斷酗酒
Trying to control my emotions
借酒消愁
Dirty blue, yeah
臟藍色, yeah
I've seen clearer days
我見過清澈的天空
But I felt the clearest after a cloudy one
而烏雲過後的天更為無暇
I've made mistakes , a lot of 'em
我犯過很多的錯
Found myself in the rain
站在雨中
My reflection in the gutter, dirty blue puddles
看著自己在臟藍色水坑中的倒影
Seventy-two dollars to my name
自己只剩七十二塊錢
Buy a cake for my brothers
給我的兄弟們買個蛋糕
Take a break get a bottle- champagne
買瓶香檳
Put my card put it all on, think about it tomorrow
錢全算我賬上明天再去擔憂
I got so much going on
彷彿有那麼多事等著我去做
At the same time nothing at all
又好像什麼事都沒有
Imma pick this up, I ain't waiting on a call
不再猶豫立刻行動
I miss the days when everything was okay
懷念以前美好的日子
Instead of feeling insane, my mind was clear as the rain
懷念不會抓狂的自己懷念自己雨水般清澈的心
Not dirty blue like the ocean
不像臟藍色的大海一樣
Like I'm drowning in slow motion
彷彿自己困在了慢放的世界
Now every day I always get in my way
現在的每一天我成為了自己的絆腳石
Negative thoughts in my brain
腦海裡充滿了負面情緒
Got me trying to escape
好想從那些情緒中逃離
Been always reaching for potions
因此不斷酗酒
Trying to control my emotions
借酒消愁
Dirty blue, yeah
臟藍色, yeah .