I can not love
I can not trust
Waste too much time by giving a ****
Feel everything I do isnt enough
Clock has been ticking, but time isnt up
I fight with myself
Got to make right by myself
Tears in my eyes while I write by myself
Depressed for a while
Put my life on the shelf
Wasnt ****ing with nobody else
I was so stagnant
Life was just passing
I was so jealous of people who laughin
Felt like my life was beginning to crash
And I found someone else that was equally damaged
I guess that pain could bring people together
And fuel the desire and fire for passion
Then I went through it
And no one was riding
For me, I felt like my whole life was collapsing
Thought I was happy
I was just actin
Its such a place I could never imagine
Thought about quitting on that flight to New York before
I got paid for McDonalds for rapping
You could keep sayin Im trash
Guarantee that Im an artist thats gonna be lastin
And sweater and shit you could tell me
I already know if you dream it then that shit could happen
Rez
Oh, Im still searching
Waiting (Waiting)
Standing on the edge
Watching (Watching)
Learning (Learning)
How to love again
Heh, If you thinkin Im for love, boy, you hella wrong
**** a blog, cosign now yknow
Labels wanna sign me for a leggin on
But Im a ****ing take what I deserve like Im LeVeon
Sayin that Im this
They saying that Im that
Some are saying that Im sick
Others saying that Im wack
Put my blood, sweat, and even tears in every single track
And every word, Id never take it back
Had this dream since I was thirteen
Same pair of jeans
Didnt have much
So music is when I ate, slept and breathed
Almost turned to the pills and the liquor and the weed
Music is what kept me off the streets
We were five deep
Two beds and I never had my own room
Everyone was rocking next too close to me in homeroom
Brothers were my only friends, the only ones Im close to
Everyones a snake or they ghost you, lot of friends
That I used to share clothes with
They the same ones that Im not close to
Now when I come around people wanna know shit
Heh, but yall dont know what I go through
Lot of friends
That I used to share clothes with
They the same ones that Im not close to
Now when I come around people wanna know shit
Nah, I dont even ****ing know you
Oh, Im still searching
Waiting
Standing on the edge
Watching
Learning
How to love again
Oh, Im still searching
Waiting
Standing on the edge
Watching
Learning
How to love again
On the Edge