How Will I?

Friend of mine, howll I? ...dearest unknowns
Look just like a buzzin fly
Flew far away from understanding
Once again, I have been thrown
And I long to collect
Every passage
Every breach
Every touch
My eyes focused on preserving half as much
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Today looks like love is bolder, today...
Oh, I can appreciate
The way you stand, oh you stand beside me
Cause I can barely stand to tower alone
Over this infinity
How will I?
Im humbled right down to the core
Oh fails to swim
End it ends up beached up on the shore
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Hand in my hand
Shoulder to shoulder
Today looks like love is bolder, today
But even if I sang it same other way
Dress it up. Hold the beat back or change the name
Smoke it out. Bump it up. Drink it down, dry ice and blinding lights
Sing up high, Make it nice to be broken down
I put a hoodie on it, its the same
I cloak it in black magic
Drag it along on its own chain
Into an endless loop of pain feeding pain
.... dishin it out again and again
Then feelin no pain
No feelin nothing
And at the end aaooh the end aaooh
Well even if i draw a mustache on it wouldnt it be the same?
Go on have you, underneath of the lying pain
I kick up, myself up with a snake on my chest
How else could I die ... my little dress
Come on, off page and inside the song its all up to the change
Changing is the game
Oh, its the ever expanding sticky wet light cage
Well even if I choose to refuse to use it that way
Ah I get closer to the flame
And panning out in all directions I seem to want to comeback to a simple refrain
How will I? Will I give? How will I? Will I give? How will I? Will I give? How will I? Will I give?