My Next Mistake

Be the calm
Be the quiet
The cold collected one
Next to you
The world feels smaller
And slower every turn
Pull me along
This helpless feeling
I can't say no or yes
After the ride
When our feet touch the ground
Well who knows where we'll stand
All I can do is this
Planning my next mistake
No matter what I say
Nothing will be the same
Be the calm
Be the quiet
An ideal I can't touch
Help me to run
Help me to just move
Where to put my trust?
Never alarm
There's always resistance
A restless part in me
Time after time
A little bit longer
A slow -motion dream
All I can do is wait
Planning my next mistake
No matter what I say
Nothing will be the same
I've never wished so hard to disappear
All I can do is wait
Deciding my next mistake
No matter what I say
Nothing will be the same
No matter what I say
Nothing will be the same