"VFTERLIFE"

Don't wanna live
Don't wanna die
I just don't know what to do with my life
Stabbed in the heart
Taking my hype
You dont know what i can do with a knife
I been erased
Far from it all
Sitting here screaming none hearing my calls
I been a pawn
Hearing all lies
Down in the dirt
Now its here i lie
All of the pressure
Builds in my chest
I dont know if i can please all the rest
Cant let you down
Walk with a crown
How did i get here
Man i dont know how
Struggle to write
Wanna take flight
Hiding away and i lose all the might
I think i might
Been disrespected
Been on the low down
I dont know where the **** i wanna go now
Been interested
In what that blade do
Just to the skin on my wrist
Imma lay you
Out on the dirt
**** me i'm hurt
She say she love me but **** it i'm burnt
Hard from the start
All throughout my life
I been waiting to enter my afterlife
Been disrespected
Been on the low down
I dont know where the **** i wanna go now
Been interested
In what that blade do
Just to the skin on my wrist
Imma lay you
Out on the dirt
**** me i'm hurt
She say she love me but **** it i'm burnt
Hard from the start
All throughout my life
I been waiting to enter my afterlife
Who am i to belong
I cant see the ****ed state
I'm on
I just wander round to find the entrance to the afterlife
Been disrespected
Been on the low down
I dont know where the **** i wanna go now
Been interested
In what that blade do
Just to the skin on my wrist
Imma lay you
Out on the dirt
**** me i'm hurt
She say she love me but **** it i'm burnt
Hard from the start
All throughout my life
I been waiting to enter my afterlife
Been disrespected
Been on the low down
I dont know where the **** i wanna go now
Been interested
In what that blade do
Just to the skin on my wrist
Imma lay you
Out on the dirt
**** me i'm hurt
She say she love me but **** it i'm burnt
Hard from the start
All throughout my life
I been waiting to enter my afterlife