bending (Marvin Vogel & PA怒罵remix)

I've never felt like this before
Strung out on the floor
Shaken to my core
And now you're leaving
Your stuff is still in all my drawers
But your headed out the door
What'd I do this for
When I said what I said, well I meant it
But you know how things have changed
I am not broken yet, but I'm bending
Did I throw this all away?
I wanna be the one who gives you everything
But I gotta tell the truth, I'm hanging by a string
I am not broken yet, but I 'm bending
I am not broken yet, but I'm bending
Where do I go?
Exhausted every single day
til the moment I'm in bed
It's *** *in' with my head
Thinking bout you
Do you ever think of me
And the day you up and left?
Man I'm so depressed
When I said what I said , well I meant it
But you know how things have changed
I am not broken yet, but I'm bending
Did I throw this all away
I wanna be the one who gives you everything
But I gotta tell the truth, I'm hanging by a string
I am not broken yet, but I'm bending
I am not broken yet, but I'm bending
Where do I go?
And if I ever see you out with someone else
Should I say hi or let you slip on by?
Part of me wants to be by your side
But part of me knows that I'll ruin your life