Dust to Roses

Yeah I'm feeling good
是的我現在感覺很好
But what does that even mean
但那甚至是什麼意思我都不知道
I'm still scared
我依舊害怕
I know that death is waiting for me
我知道死亡在等待著我
I don't feel prepared
但我並沒有準備好
I got family praying for me
我的家人在為我祈禱著
Cause it's been too long that
已有很長一段時間了
I've been on the brink of insanity
我已躊躇於瘋狂的邊緣
I cannot see
我看不見
The person in the mirror has never been me
鏡子中的那個人從來都不是我
But my blood turns the dust into roses
但我的血跡已化為塵埃滲透進朵朵玫瑰
My blood turns the dust into roses
但我的血跡已化為塵埃滲透進朵朵玫瑰
I'm chasing all these dreams they run from me
我在追逐著所有的夢想已咫尺可及
And I can't keep up
我卻已無法繼續了
But I'm ***** ** trying
但我依舊在嘗試
I feel like all I've ever had is me
我覺得是我自己曾經擁有了這一切
And I feel like I still don't ****** know me
可我感覺我從未認識過我自己