YOU'RE MY STAR

Running out of time running out of options
Feeling that im gonna die feel my heart stoppin
Skip a beat than another beat
Look at where am at i can taste the defeat as the chair gets kicked out from under my feet
Lay me down to sleep and i dont pray because every time i speak
Im reminded that i already sold my soul so there aint no soul for the lord to keep
Im a failure
Worthless
I cant even see a big house or benz
I see graves and hearses
Seeing everybody that i once loved hurting
Knowing everything that ive said aint working
And I tried and tried and tried and tried
And Ive bled ive sweat ive screamed ive cried
But one wanna stay now
But everybody got something to say now
Im so tired of these same old games now
And I hate what life became now
And I dont wanna leave
But Im too scared to stay
And i dont wanna breathe
But im too scared to say
How I feel about everything
How I feel about life
Its a constant fight
Everybody say when you sad then they feel sad but ive been down my whole life
And everybody wanna say that they know how it feels but
The fact is everyones different
Some people find help and saviors
Others grab their wrists and..
Well you know the rest