severed

And we hide behind
Lies, anger, hate, they shoo love away
Shells of ourselves outside
Shelters body from cold reigns of reality
Come on, step out of your rind assemble strength, focus
Release and run to me
You can never look back to the visions from the past
They fade and wilt in time
Youve got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I turn and walk away
Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you)
Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away)(Spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me)
And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery
Get off the cross and save yourself, run away youll be okay
Run away now get away from me if
I can get my grip
Ill pull you down into the hell
I call my head youll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past
Of all the people that
I needed and loved that walked away
Youve got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then Ill turn and walk away
I walk under clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
Im trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
Im divorcing every ************ thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniquity in this mother ****** ******** life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die , take it myself, my life
Text book ******* mental off me, and pitch me in a hole
Rip this ************* *** ***** life
In this ******* ******** life
Ill always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I cant be the hero anymore
I spit up on my plate and then
I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and
I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate as
I sever the entity
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate, separate, separate, separate
Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you)
Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away)(Spit up on my plate, push everything away from me)
Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you)
Eclipse in you(Play you, cut you away)(Its always been this way, push everything away from me)
Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur(Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you)
Eclipse you are(Play you, cut you away, spit up on my plate)