Hopeless

Why am I forgetting I was only feeling heaven
Two out of the seven days a week?
Why do I remember only summer not December
When your hands were cold your lips were hot on me?
I got good at alibis, fantasize, romanticize about the better times
Maybe I should hopeless
Then maybe I could care less
Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do
Maybe I should feel less
Then I could drop a couple tears less
Take a few degrees off of this hot mess
Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor
And be a little more hopeless
Tell me how you know to turn a fast rolling locomotive to a slow motion trainwreck
My head told my heart just to look away running and my veins aint tell my brain yet
I got good at telling lies, sympathize , apologize every single time
Maybe I should hopeless
Then maybe I could care less
Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do
Maybe I should feel less
Then I could drop a couple tears less
Take a few degrees off of this hot mess
Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor
And be a little more hopeless
Why am I forgetting I was only feeling heaven
Two out of the seven days a week?
Maybe I should hopeless
Then maybe I could care less
Maybe I could call you just an excuse for all the stupid shit I do
Maybe I should feel less
Then I could drop a couple tears less
Take a few degrees off of this hot mess
Stop leaving this last time dress on your floor
And be a little more hopeless
Hopeless, be a little more hopeless