When I’m Alone

We made a pact, youd take me back, always, again
Im bleeding out, I need you now, cant let you win
I want it all, I want it all, I push so hard, I break it
My only home went down in smoke
Its bittersweet, I taste it
So, are you lonely? Cause Im healing slowly
In a moment, your memory is fading on me
Got no expectations now that Im forsaken
Lets see what Im made of, find out if I can take it, now
When Im alone, pretend Im letting you go
Just tell me who to blame
For this
When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut
Just tell me, whos to blame
For this?
All I wanted was a piece of decent on the side
When we go to bed, she be creeping on my side
I was drinking all day, I let her spend the night
When I took her home, she left something in my ride, in my ride
Damn!
Then my baby found out now Im living in a hotel, living in a hotel
Aint that bad, I got room service living in a hotel, living in a hotel
What your life like? Need a lifeline right now
99 nights tryna get my mind right now
Life is sour, even when Im in the limelight now
But I try somehow
When Im alone, pretend Im letting you go
Just tell me who to blame
For this
When waking up, feels like a punch in the gut
Just tell me, whos to blame
For this?