the darkest hour

If I wont live a lie its in my self defence
That I remember hiding then
If Im eroding all the innocence
Am I running rigid once again?
And he wont hear me now in the darkest hour
Ill never see him now
Oh I can take the mystery in the darkest hour
And he wont hurt me now
If we are lost in paradise
Our recollection all but gone
We will make the only sacrifice
For the strength to carry on
In spite of everything I recognise the end
And feel the scars that never heal
I keep the purity, buried as I am
In an effort to conceal
Dont underestimate what Ive retained
All my souvenirs, forget-me-nots,
Ill pretend all you want me to
I wont believe it if you dont
Burn it up again, its here and Ive
Let it live through other stolen lives
Save your hollow breath
Feast your tired eyes
You need protection as well as I
Nothing any good ever came from me
Thought I could run you in the ground
What do I do, what kind of fool
Covers you like an animal?
Out of the way,
Im anyone wilder than you are
Anyone who ever had a heart
Wouldnt deny me
Woe betide the one, not to be outdone,
Who will remember all that stuff,
Didnt I say it then enough ?
If I could let it be, I would
Start it again, when does it end?
Im in there somewhere
Nobody can carry me over
Now the dead winds have blown
With the cold rains
If I should fall from your side
Keep it in your mind
How I tried to keephim here
How I promised hed be safe
And he never said a word
And he never cried
Another day leads me on
And I will follow
Whatever it takes now, Ill do
If its over
And he wont hurt me now, I know
When Im losing all the power
And he wont hurt me now
In this darkest hour