happy new year

Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
Ill bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out
I wish it could be this way
Like you wish someone happiness and s**t goes away
Like i lose a friend every ****ing year
Tell me any reason why ill be okay
I dont wanna go any further but I
Got a burden on skinny shoulders, im
Lowkey making some honest music that's
Why im still feeling not so useless
- new year, same pain
Resolution on the low now
- new fears, in my brain
Shivering bones in the snow now
Im still, ****ed up
I been tryna run from my demons
New thrill, tough luck
I dont wanna breathe and i mean it
Staying inside
So many plans, that i dont abide to
Playing a lie
Ill keep making music that i wanna cry to
Dropping the ball
On all the responsibilities unfinished
Ruin it all
Counting down seconds like days that i witness
Forget an acquaintance,
Im losing my patience, need inspiration
Its more of the same s**t,
Depression that lingers without explanation
Im trapped in my bed now, panic attacking inside of my head now
In come the dread now, playing back every word that i said how
**** all the noise, **** all the smiles and **** allthe joy
**** all of this hatred inside of a void
Gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy
I just wanna hide, close up my eyes,
Run from the fear that i 'm holding inside
Say i wanna die, but it's a lie,
I got no choice but to battle this year and survive
**** all the noise, **** all the smiles and **** all the joy
**** all of this hatred inside of a void
Gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy
I just wanna hide, close up my eyes,
Run from the fear that im holding inside
Say i wanna die, but it's a lie,
I got no choice but to battle this year and survive
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
Ill bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
Ill bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out