I feel the Aryan in my blood
我覺得我身上流著雅利安人的血
It's scarier than a blood
這實在是太可怕了
Been looking for holy water now
如今我一直都在尋求著聖水
I'm praying for a flood
渴望洪水能夠爆發
It feel like time passing me
我總感覺時間
By slower than a slug
過得實在是太慢了
While this feeling inside of my body
這種情緒如同毒品一般滲入我的身體
Seep in like a drug
你會擁抱我嗎
Will you hug me rub me on the back
會輕拍我的背
Like a child
把我當成一個孩子嗎
Tell me you love me need me
告訴我你愛我你需要我
Promise me you'll never leave me
答應我你永遠都不會離開我
Even though my daddy
儘管我的父親
You know he blacker than the street
你也知道他是這條街上唯一的黑人
With a fist to match more solid than concrete
用自己的拳頭去抗爭比凝結眾人更加可靠
Tell white people
告訴那些白人
I'm black feel the need to retreat
我是那需要撤退的黑人
Like I should be ashamed of
就好像我應該為
My granddaddy malik
我的祖父馬里克感到羞愧
But my beautiful black brothers
但是我那些出色的黑人兄弟姐妹們
And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
都想裝得好像我是被收養的一樣
Go back in time to
回到那時
When my nigga daddy impregnated
阻止我的黑人父親
My cracker momma and stopped it
讓我那不守規矩的母親懷孕
My oh my
我的天啊
My oh my
我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
My oh my
我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
Somebody pinch me
有人在折磨我
Black man screaming trying to convince me
黑人們失聲尖叫著試圖說服我
I'm not black
我不是黑人
So why the white man wanna lynch me
那麼為何白人又要置我於死地
Damn my skin fair but life's not
該死我的膚色雖顯而易見
And I be lying if I said
但是我的人生並不是這樣如果我說
I didn't care what whites thought
我不在乎白人的想法
Or black people said shit
也不在乎黑人說了什麼那麼我一定是在說謊
Maybe it's in my headlike
或許那存在於我的腦海裡
A single mother praying in a gadda da vida
如同一個單身母親痛苦地祈求
Looking around on the ground
環顧左右四處搜尋
For a serpent to feed her
希望有個陰險之人能來滿足她
Praying to god wondering
她向上帝祈禱
Why her baby daddy beat her
不解孩子的父親為何會毆打她
Feeling like the devil
那感覺就像惡魔終於到來
Finna come and defeat her
將她擊敗
All alone in the wintertime
冬日里孤身一人
Close to the heater
獨坐在爐火旁
Wondering what's gonna happen
不知道接下來還會發生什麼
And how the world gonna treat her
世界會如何對待她
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra
一切就像魔術師
When that magician pull on the lever
拉動槓桿說出咒語
Oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
Like the white women said oh my
就像白人女性說的噢我的天啊
Oh my my my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh
噢
Oh my my my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
I don't feel right deep inside
我的內心深處升起異樣的感覺
Feeling like I need to hide
我想我得藏起自己的情緒
Everybody wonder why I get high
所有人都在好奇為何我如此激動
Cause I can't fight the feeling inside
因為我無法戰勝內心的感情
Oh my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh my I said oh my yeah
噢我的天啊我說著我的天啊
Feeling innocent in a sense
某種意義上來說
Has got me feeling on the fence
我感覺無辜這讓我持中立態度
And all this shit is so intense
所有糟糕的事情都太激烈了
Don't wanna go to this event
我不想參與其中
Just wanna stay home and invent
我只想待在家中搞自己的發明
And sometimes yeah that let me vent
有時候也得讓我發洩
I'm taking shots and drinking liquor
我拍照喝酒
But that shit don't make a dent in how I'm feeling
但這些都沒能減弱我強烈的情緒
And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this shit
是的我向來就對這些事情不太感興趣
I know there is someone out there far away
我知道不遠處就有個人
Who's feeling all this shit
對這些事情很有感覺
And yes I know that when I'm low
是的我知道當我失落的時候
There's so much further I can go
我還可以繼續前行
And so I look up to the sky
因此我抬頭仰望天空
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
Oh my oh my
噢我的天啊
I feel the Aryan in my blood
我覺得我身上流著雅利安人的血
It's scarier than a blood
這實在是太可怕了
Been looking for holy water now
如今我一直都在尋求著聖水
I'm praying for a flood
渴望洪水能夠爆發
It feel like time passing me
我總感覺時間
By slower than a slug
過得實在是太慢了
While this feeling inside of my body
當這種情緒如同毒品一般滲入我的身體
Seep in like a drug
你會擁抱我嗎
Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child
會輕拍我的背把我當成一個孩子嗎
Tell me you love me need me
告訴我你愛我你需要我
Promise me you'll never leave me
答應我你永遠都不會離開我
Even though my daddy
儘管我的父親
You know he blacker than the street
你也知道他是這條街上唯一的黑人
With a fist to match more solid than concrete
用自己的拳頭去抗爭比凝結眾人更加可靠
Tell white people
告訴那些白人
I'm black feel the need to retreat
我是那需要撤退的黑人
Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy malik
就好像我應該為我的祖父馬里克感到羞愧
But my beautiful black brothers
但是我那些出色的黑人兄弟姐妹們
And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
都想裝得好像我是被收養的一樣
Go back in time to when my nigga daddy impregnated
回到那時阻止我的黑人父親
My cracker momma and stopped it
讓我那不守規矩的母親懷孕
My oh my
我的天啊
My oh my
我的天啊
My ohmy
我的天啊
Like the white women said oh my
就像白人女性說的噢我的天啊
Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
單身母親痛苦地祈求
Looking around on the ground
環顧四周四處搜尋
For a serpent to feed her
希望有個陰險之人能來滿足她
Praying to god wondering
她向上帝祈禱
Why her baby daddy beat her
不解孩子的父親為何會毆打她
Feeling like the devil
那感覺就像惡魔終於到來
Finna come and defeat her
將她擊敗
Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
單身母親痛苦地祈求
Looking around on the ground
環顧四周四處搜尋
For a serpent to feed her
希望有個陰險之人能來滿足她
Praying to god wondering
她向上帝祈禱
Why her baby daddy beat her
不解孩子的父親為何會毆打她
Feeling like the devil
那感覺就像惡魔終於到來
Finna come and defeat her
將她擊敗
Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
單身母親痛苦地祈求
Looking around on the ground
環顧四周四處搜尋
For a serpent to feed her
希望有個陰險之人能來滿足她
Praying to god
她向上帝祈禱
Wondering why her baby daddy beat her
不解孩子的父親為何會毆打她
Feeling like the devil
那感覺就像惡魔終於到來
Finna come and defeat her
將她擊敗
All alone in the wintertime
冬日里孤身一人
Close to the heater
獨坐在爐火旁
Wondering what's gonna happen
不知道接下來還會發生什麼
And how the world gonna treat her
世界會如何對待她
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra
一切就像魔術師
When that magician pull on the lever
拉動槓桿說出咒語
Oh my my my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh
噢
Oh my my my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh my
噢我的天啊
I don't feel right deep inside
我的內心深處升起異樣的感覺
Feeling like I need to hide
我想我得藏起自己的情緒
Everybody wonder why I get high
所有人都在好奇為何我如此激動
Cause I can't fight the feeling inside
因為我無法戰勝內心的感情
Oh my my my
噢我的天啊
Oh my I said oh my
噢我的天啊我說著噢我的天啊
Sometimes I can't get you out of my mind
有時候我滿腦子都是你
Baby no I just can't find I just can't find
寶貝我怎麼也找不到
Such a beautiful state of mind
如此美好的心境
State of mind
心境
State of mind
心境
State of mind
心境
Sometimes everyday right on time
有時候日子一天天地過
But right now on my mind
但是此刻在我腦海中
It feels like I 'm living on borrowed time
我卻覺得自己已經是在藉日子活命了
I feel the Aryan in my blood
我覺得我身上流著雅利安人的血
It's scarier than a blood
這實在是太可怕了
Been looking for holy water now
如今我一直都在尋求著聖水
I'm praying for a flood
渴望洪水能夠爆發
It feel like time passing me
我總感覺時間過得實在是太慢了
By slower than a slug
當這種情緒
While this feeling inside of my body
如同毒品一般
Seep in like a drug
滲入我的身體
Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child
你會擁抱我嗎會輕拍我的背把我當成一個孩子嗎
Tell me you love me need me
告訴我你愛我你需要我
Promise me you'll never leave me
答應我你永遠都不會離開我
Even though my daddy
儘管我的父親
You know he blacker than the street
你也知道他是這條街上唯一的黑人
With a fist to match more solid than con
用自己的拳頭去抗爭比凝結眾人更加可靠
Tell white people
告訴那些白人
I'm black feel the need to retreat
我是那需要撤退的黑人
Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy Malik
就好像我應該為我的祖父馬里克感到羞愧
But my beautiful black brothers
但是我那些出色的黑人兄弟姐妹們
And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
都想裝得好像我是被收養的一樣
Go back in time to
回到那時
When my nigga daddy impregnated my cracker momma
阻止我的黑人父親讓我那不守規矩的母親懷孕
And stopped it
接著停止這一切
My oh my oh my
我的天啊
Feeling innocent oh my
我感覺無辜
Feeling innocent in a sense
某種意義上來說
Has got me feeling on the fence
我感覺無辜這讓我持中立態度
And all this shit is so intense
這所有糟糕的事情都太激烈了
Don't wanna go to this event
我不想參與其中
Just wanna stay home and invent
我只想呆在家中搞自己的發明
And sometimes yeah that let me vent
有時候也得讓我發洩
I'm taking shots and drinking liquor
我拍照喝酒
But that shit don't make a dent in
但這些都沒能減弱
How I'm feeling
我強烈的情緒
And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this shit
是的我向來就對這些事情不太感興趣
I know there is someone out there far away
我知道不遠處就有個人
Who's feeling all this shit
對這些事情很有感覺
And yes I know that when I'm low
是的我知道當我失落的時候
There's so much further I can go
我還可以繼續前行
And so I look up to the sky
因此我抬頭仰望天空
Like a single mother praying in a gadda da vida
就像一位單身母親痛苦地祈求
Looking around on the ground
環顧四周四處搜尋
For a serpent to feed her
希望有個陰險之人能來滿足她
Praying to god wondering
她向上帝祈禱
Why her baby daddy beat her
不解孩子的父親為何會毆打她
Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her
那感覺就像惡魔終於到來將她擊敗
All alone in the wintertime close to the heater
冬日里孤身一人獨坐在爐火旁
Wondering what's gonna happen
不知道接下來還會發生什麼
And how the world gonna treat her
世界會如何對待她
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
一切就像魔術師拉動槓桿說出咒語
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
一切就像魔術師拉動槓桿說出咒語
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
一切就像魔術師拉動槓桿說出咒語
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
一切就像魔術師拉動槓桿說出咒語
How could her momma mislead her
她的母親竟然誤會她
And her daddy just leave her
而她的父親也離她而去
Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
一切就像魔術師拉動槓桿說出咒語
Oh my
噢我的天啊
So what now
所以現在又是怎樣
What advice can you give me
你能給我什麼建議
What advice can I give humanity I suppose so
我又能給人類什麼建議我想大概就是這樣
Live your life
好好生活
Don't waste your days
千萬別日夜消極
On the negative energy of others
別因為他人的負能量就消極度日
Remember that you're not your salary
請記住別把你自己當掙錢的機器
You're not your house you're not your car
也別為了豪宅汽車奮鬥一生
And no matter how big your bank account is
不管你的銀行賬戶裡有多少存款
Your grave is six feet under
在你死後你的墳墓只有6英尺
Just like everyone else's
也不過和所有人一樣
So enjoy the days you have
所以好好享受你的人生
Worry not bout the days that came before you
不要去擔心未來的日子
Nor the ones that will follow you in death
也不要管誰會與你相繼死去
Remember that right here in this moment
請記住只有此時此刻
Is all you are guaranteed
能給你保證
And the fact that you are living
你活著的事實
Is what life is all about
就是生命全部的意義
So live your life to the fullest
所以過充實的生活吧
According to your happiness
怎麼快樂就怎麼過
And the betterment of all
改善一切
Damn man we've been walking forever
該死伙計
Well thalias tracking system says
我們怕是要走一輩子了吧
We'll be there in just over an hour
塔利亞追踪系統上顯示我們大概再走一小時就到了
Shit at least we got good walking music
至少途中我們有美妙的音樂作伴不是嗎
Or is that it
噢不伙計
Oh no man I'm cueing up the fourth album
我正在籌備第四張專輯
Now his final one
但這也是他最後一張了
1 2 3 4
1 2 3 4 listen
1 2 3 4 聽著
Look into my eyes
看著我的眼睛
Tell me you could see beyond the smile
告訴我你看到的一定不止我臉上掛出的笑容
That I'm puttin' on
就是如此
This front that I'm puttin' up for you
這個笑容我是給你的
I spill my soul into a microphone
我把我的靈魂連同寫進血液裡的詩歌
With poems written in blood
用一隻麥克風肆意揮灑
In hopes that it's enough for you
有你我就足夠
Do you love me yet
你還愛我嗎
Do you love me yet
你還愛我嗎
No okay
不愛了好吧
I'll go harder for you
我會比以往更努力地追求你
In fact I rap till I collapse
實際上我會一直做饒舌音樂直到我倒下
All I wanted was acceptance
我只希望被接受
My latest lesson
我最近的教訓
I'll never feel your approval
除非我接受了自己
Until I accept my own
否則我永遠都感受不到你的認可
Come from a messed up home
我出生於一個亂糟糟的家庭
Destitute and less informed
他們窮困潦倒不了解
About the ways to raise a child up
該怎麼撫養一個孩子長大成人
To not become a product
而不是讓他變成環境的產物
Of his environment I need to cry and vent
我需要大哭一場需要發洩自我
But I done built this wall up
但是我已經大功告成
Actin ' like everything's all good
假裝一切都很好
But in reality I'm lookin' for something
但實際上
Through bumpin' my favorite rappers
我通過與我最喜愛的饒舌歌手碰撞
I came up after
尋求著什麼我緊隨著
Nas cole and hov
納斯科爾還有沃夫的腳步
Eyes closed I zone till 5 or so in the morn
眼睛一閉沒過多久就到了早晨5點左右
I'm used to being alone
我習慣了孤身一人
Shit you know how long
該死你知道我獨自在外漂泊多久了嗎
I've been out on my own
我在外面漂泊的日子數也數不清
Chasing dreams fantasies of a throne
追逐出人頭地的夢想
One day I wake up
有一天我醒來便看見
And see that it didn't exist all along
不久之後
Till then I will pen verses
我將會寫出
That fans consider brilliant
令粉絲們贊不絕口的詞
Boosting my ego
隨著巨款進賬
With every million that spills in
我的自我意識越來越強
And still then
就在那時
I won't find solace
我找不到慰藉
So where's the logic in that
哪裡還有邏輯可言
Worrying 'bout if they think logic could rap
擔心他們是否覺得說唱可以沒有邏輯
When it all goes back
當一切都回到那個童年
To a childhood need to be loved
渴望著深陷毒品無法自拔的父母
By parents
能給予關愛
That was in too deep with the drugs
伙計我的建議
Nigga my advice f**k the black and white shit
讓那些白人黑鬼都羞愧難當
Be who you are identify as a star
做你自己認定你就是明星
No one tells you you're that
就算沒人告訴過你
It's something that you just know
只有你自己才明白
The world be stealing your glow
這個世界正慢慢讓你暗淡失色
Your mama did what she could
你的母親已經力所能及
Her life was miles from good
她的日子也不好過
Your father fell in the trap
你的父親陷入了麻煩
They set for you when you're black
你是黑人這是上天的安排
They met when they was low
他們在困境中相識
And therefore you a product of that
因此才有了你
And so your trauma is deep
所以你受到了很重的創傷
Don' t bury it you should weep
別藏起來你應該哭泣
And clean it out of your system
然後將其徹底清除
Then truly forgive 'em
真心地原諒他們
Just my opinion only
這只是我的看法
Then can you find peace
只有這樣你才能安定下來
Just start to notice happiness
才剛剛開始注意到
Don't come from album release
幸福並不是來自於專輯發行
I've been through it before
之前我就已經歷過
Can only share with you what I know
我只能與你分享我所知道的
To be true but at the same time
要真實但是與此同時
I'll never be you
我永遠都不會成為你
And you'll never be me
而無論你多努力
No matter how hard that you try
你也不會成為我
This is for youngins out there
這是給那些
Wondering how far you could fly
不知道自己能飛多遠的年輕人
The truth is that
的一個忠告
You could go further than the stars and the sky
事實就是你有無限的潛力足以沖上雲霄越過星辰
But if you want to
只要你想
Then you ought to know why
你就能明白為什麼
Are you running from something
你是否在追求著什麼
With hopes of becoming someone
帶著成為一個大人物的希望
That's finally worthy of love
那最終會值得被愛
Let me tell you now you're worthy enough
現在讓我告訴你你值得
Fuck approval from strangers
別去管陌生人的認可
That shit is dangerous as hell
那玩意兒就像地獄一樣可怕
Find god learn to accept yourself
找到上帝學會接受你自己
And I'm gone
我要走了
Accept him
接受他