pale empty sphere

I can feel the sorrow build inside my mind.
我可以感受到那悲痛紮根築巢在我的心中
The purpose exists at the price I had to pay.
那些令我痛苦的企圖的存在價值就是我必須要承受它為它埋單.
Freedom!
自由!（女聲）
Freedom!
自由!（女聲）
Is this the life I had to live?
這操蛋的人生我還有意義活下去嗎?
I pretend there's nothing to complain about.
我假裝對這些操蛋的事情沒有任何抱怨.
Am I locked in a circle that can't be broken?
難道把自己封鎖在一個圓圈中這就不會被傷害了嗎?
Or is it just a paled empty dream?
或者那隻是一個蒼白空蕩的夢?
The vault is closing in and I can't breathe.
那穹窿開始逐漸接近然後我無法透氣.
It feels like I'm underwater and I can't swim.
那感受就像我在水底下然後我無法浮起來.
Freedom!
自由!（女聲）
Freedom!
自由!（女聲）
Is this the life I had to live ?
這操蛋的人生我還有意義活下去嗎
I pretend there's nothing to complain about?
我假裝對這些操蛋的事情沒有任何抱怨?
Am I locked in a circle that can't be broken?
難道把自己封鎖在一個圓圈中這就不能被傷害了嗎?
Or is this just a paled empty dream?
或者那隻是一個蒼白空蕩的夢?
Is this the life I had to live?
這操蛋的人生我還有意義活下去嗎?
I pretend there's nothing to complain about.
我假裝對這些操蛋的事情沒有任何抱怨.
Am I lost in a circle that can't be broken?
難道我封鎖在一個圓圈中這就不能被傷害了嗎?
Or is this just a paled empty dream ……?
或者那些只是一個蒼白空蕩的夢……?