post panic!

[Intro]
I'm spinning
I'm spinning
If you feel me, then you feel me
If you don't, you don't
Post panic
Shit hurts
[Verse 1]
Screaming, yelling, punching myself, I'm in a panic
Zero to a hundred, my hell is like a magnet
Pull me and retract, this battle re up in my back
Outta juice, now I'm speaking openly like Bruce
Acting like I couldn't see my truce
Walking home, tie an imaginary noose to hang from it
But if Poppa ever knew, ashamed I was
Proud to pursue, deranged
My family made it, nothing but recluses, clueless
Take a clue, it's Navy Blue, I'm still bruising
Can't choose all the feelings felt in unison
I'm seeing through newer lenses, need the blue with tint
True blues, soft hues from the upper realm
Gather the stars, catch em, let em go, I never fell victim, tricked em
Lead em to the hilltop and ditched em
Miss me with the bullshit, no sorrow kisses, deathwishes
The heaviest, my heart and my head is
The sermon of a best friend
Guard down what I let in, let it fester, Electro
Best know, same silky made of Polyester
Pop shots, now the west end
Up front, Vardi in the middle of the city like Lester
When it all boils down I'm just a vector
[Chorus]
Gotta let go 'cause I said so, uh
What I keep close doesn't mean I need you
Steep slopes, count it out, no other me voting
Need folks down and out the light, I need holding
Gotta let go 'cause I said so, yeah
What I keep close doesn't mean I need you
Steep slopes, count it out, no other me voting
Need folks down and偶TT和light, I need holding<比如>hold IT<比如>