Lazaretto

I dont know where to begin, I think Im
(Moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so
(Show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is
(Bowing in pain)
I might be jumpin the gun, I might be jumpin the gun, I might be jumpin
(Oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up? (Uh , uh, uh)
If I dont wake up tomorrow
I let the pain do me in
Wake him in the middle of the night, I feel Im all alone
And, oh, where did he go? Where did he go?
(Sometimes, I think Ill never know)
Speaking all pain and all the things that made us hate him
'What an ego'
(I guess Im better off than I know)
Youre afraid now, fraid now, fraid now, fraid now, fraid now
(Not get it, not-not get it, not-not get it, not-not get it)
I dont know where to begin, I think Im
(Moments away)
From everything crumbling all around me, so
(Show me the way)
Out of the deep end, now my back is
(Bowing in pain)
I might be jumpin the gun, I might be jumpin the gun, I might be jumpin
(Oh no, the shame)
Where will I end up ?
(Dont let the pain do you in)