Fort Collins
'Fort Collins'(Ft. Dizzy Wright)
金錢和名聲(翻譯來自OURDEN字幕組我只是搬運）
Yeah, early 2014 I was on the Knock Madness tour
那是2014年的開端我正在Knock Madness專輯的宣傳巡演中
I was mad about it, I half-assed my album
那時我很迷茫專輯裡只放了不到一半的歌
cause I really didn't know what I was rapping for
因為我根本沒想清楚我到底為了什麼而說唱
I was going through a break up and that was hard
那時我剛經歷一場痛心的分手
I wasn't in my right mind, nigga that's for sure
我的大腦很不正常
Every night I was praying and I would ask the Lord
每個夜晚我都在祈禱
To please give me strength, so I don't slam the door on my fans
希望上蒼能給我力量這樣我就不會對我的歌迷摔門
But no luck I was stuck
但很不幸的是我沒有走出來
Even though a nigga had a plus size buzz
即使那時我的事業正處於上升期
I didn't even know who the fuck I was
我突然迷失了自我
I tried so hard to see a plus side, but
我想盡辦法想要保持樂觀
I couldn't find the spark inside the dark
但在一片黑暗中卻依然找不到閃光
Even with my crew saying nice remarks
就算我的兄弟們有所察覺不停說好話安慰我
It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart
還是覺得心裡有些各應難以釋懷
I was thinking that a brand new life's the start
我曾想過開始新的生活
But I couldn't leave, I made a commitment
但卻逃脫不了我曾許下承諾
On my off time the fans invaded my business
在非公共場合粉絲們闖入了我的世界
So I started feeling a gang of resentment
所以我的怒氣開始迸發
Flipping on everybody when they ain't even did shit
開始朝每個人發洩其實他們都是無辜的
I needed to go home and gather my thoughts
我急需回到家裡整理下思緒
I didn't wanna suicide as the result
我可不想最終的結果是我了結了自己
So the night at my Fort Collins show before I hit the stage
所以那天在柯林斯堡我登台之前
I left through the back for a walk and no one saw
我獨自溜走了沒有一個人看見
I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin
我想我可能會去小店買杯喝的
And a voice had told me to keep walking
但心裡有一個聲音叫我不要停下腳步
And do not step foot on that stage for nothing
再也不要回到舞台
So I kept on walking
所以我繼續前行
Then I camped out up in an abandoned house
然後我躲在了一個廢棄的房子裡
I hated this rap shit and I hated my life
我開始憎恨說唱和我的人生
The spotlight does that when you can't get out
當你無法逃脫那些閃光燈的時候
Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low
我已走上了這條道路想從底層爬到高處
Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know
有沒有人來告訴我我到底該去向何方
I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat
我可能有點瘋狂我的人生就像一個馬戲團的猿猴被系上了安全帶
And I 'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
希望你們能原諒我柯林斯堡我真的錯了
Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
柯林斯堡我向你們道歉
Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
柯林斯堡我向你們道歉
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
It just doesn't feel so right lately
最近就是感覺不太對勁
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
Don't know where I'm going tonight baby(Money and the fame)
不知道今晚我將去向何方（這金錢和名聲）
It just doesn' t feel so right
我感覺不太妙
Don't know where I'm going tonight
不知道今晚我將去向何方
Someone guide me to the light, please
誰來指引我前行的道路
I got a girl back home, yeah
我的女友還在家裡等著我
God know she the sweetest thing on earth
對我來說她是世界上最甜蜜的存在
I can't sleep on her
我不想失去她
But there's too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her
但巡演途中有太多的誘惑我可真不想背叛她
Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic
說真的我對女人的態度還真是難以置信
There's bitches who'd give up a lung for this dick
那些碧池們為了我願意去賣腎
My music be leaving 'em sprung and twisted
我的音樂讓她們愛不釋手
The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that's real
廣大群眾可能也會接受我的音樂
Here is a secret, you don't have to keep it between you and I
這可是個秘密我想勸各位一句
Upcoming rappers who 'bout to be touring, I promise the road will eat you alive
渴望成名的哥們這功名在身的生活的可能會讓你苦不堪言
But you know that shit when you rise
當你想要成名你肯定會經歷的
And by no surprise, I'm not gon' feed into the lies
不出所料我會說出真相
No, I'm not gon' say that you wrong
我既不想說那天你犯了錯
But I'm not gon' say that you right, it's hard to keep quiet
也不想說你那天是對的但我沉默久了總會要爆發
When all I do is hold you down
我可一直在幫你扛著
If I ain't know you then, well I feel like I know you now
如果說那會兒不還不太了解你現在咱們可是哥們了
I know you had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out
那時我以為你有些事情下台想去解決一下
You done walked out, and you not taking nobody calls
你卻走出演出場所一個電話也不接
You don't wanna deal with it
你想逃避這一切
But I'm looking at these fans like damn there's a lot of y'all
但我看著台下的人山人海
You got me tripping with the bodyguard
你讓我對著保鏢發火
Like “Nigga, how the fuck you lose the headliner?” “
兄弟你怎能讓唱主角的逃走了？ ”
Now I don't care that you left the show
現在我也不管你是否離開了那場演出
I just wish you woulda let me know
我只希望你能回個話
Cause I don't know if you've been kidnapped
我還以為你被人綁架了
Or know somebody from the city where they live at
或是你躲到熟人的家裡讓別人都找不到
But, the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad
你離開的方式實在讓我很難接受
Honestly it made a nigga real mad
事實上你讓我很生氣
Cause I'm texting you like Hop the devil just testing you
我發短信說哥們是不是惡魔把你帶走了
When Fort Collins got respect for you
整個柯林斯堡是那麼期待你的演出
And that's why the next day, you was like
這也就是為什麼第二天你會變成這樣
Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low
我已走上了這條道路想從底層爬到高處
Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know
有沒有人來告訴我我到底該去向何方
I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat
我可能有點瘋狂我的人生就像一個馬戲團的猿猴被系上了安全帶
And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
希望你們能原諒我柯林斯堡我真的錯了
Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
柯林斯堡我向你們道歉
Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry
柯林斯堡我向你們道歉
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
It just doesn't feel so right lately
最近就是感覺不太對勁
(Money and the fame)
這金錢和名聲
Don't know where I'm going tonight baby(Money and the fame)
不知道今晚我將去向何方（這金錢和名聲）
It just doesn't feel so right
我感覺不太妙
Don't know where I'm going tonight
不知道今晚我將去向何方
Someone guide me to the light, please
誰來指引我前行的道路