A Fault Line, A Fault Of Mine

Im not scared, but this is happening
Im not afraid, but this is real
It all comes at once
From every single direction
This time Im not sleeping at all
How could this be real
Ive failed you

I was lying when I said
I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me this is all I have left
This night be more than a single conversation

conversation

Its been dancing around in my head
For quite some time
Just the though
Of cleaning up myself
I was lying when I said
I was looking north
I was too scared to show what I am
Bear with me this is all I have left
This night be more than a single conversation

Im not sleeping Im not sleeping at all
I stare at the wall
Watching my time float away
Its all been a blur
And nothing will change
I stare at the wall
Watching my time float away
Its all been a blur
And nothing will change
I was lying(I was lying I was lying I was lying)
This is defeat