he是not him

Went for my favorite lipstick, but I thought twice
去看看最愛的口紅雖然我已考慮再三
He told me he didnt like it, but I thought it was nice
他居然說不喜歡但那卻是我的最愛
Going out to have a drink with some old friends
出門與幾個老友喝幾杯
Cant put down my phone, cause in a minute hed call again
我都無法放下手機過不了一會他就會打過來
Every time I try, try to break the habit
每次我努力地擺脫這樣的習慣時
I take a deep breath and I remember that
會做長長的深呼吸我還記得
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Remind myself I can be myself again
時刻提醒著我可以做回自己
Waking up to someone new,
直到遇到一位指路人
Thanking God that its you, cause
感謝上帝那就是你因為
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Hed always call me names, not the ones I wanted to hear
他曾總是呼喊我的名字卻不是我想听到的稱呼
Now its only 'baby,' 'honey,' whispered in my ear
現在'寶貝'，'親愛的'就在我耳旁低語
Hed always put me down when I was going up
當我有所進步他卻潑冷水
He always wanted more, but more was never enough
他總想要得更多卻從不會滿足
Every time I try, try to break the madness
每次我想指出這種愚蠢的行為時
I take a deep breath and I remember that
會做長長的深呼吸我還記得
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Remind myself I can be myself again
時刻提醒著我可以做回自己
Waking up to someone new,
直到遇到一位指路人
Thanking God that its you, cause
感謝上帝那就是你因為
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Guess it took going through him to get to you
我猜有了跟他的這些經歷才會意識到你的存在
It was worth it all, what he put me through
這也很值得他讓我經歷的那些種種
This ain't then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Thank God
感謝上帝
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Remind myself I can be myself again
時刻提醒著我可以做回自己
Waking up to someone new,
遇到一位指路人
Thanking God that its you, cause
感謝上帝那就是你因為
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
Remind myself I can be myself again
時刻提醒著我可以做回自己
Waking up to someone new,
遇到一位指路人
Thanking God that its you, cause
感謝上帝那就是你因為
This aint then and hes not him
這不是他他已經變了
No, this aint then and hes not him
絕不這不是他他已經變了