Different

Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all Ive known.
Holding on, like its all I have.
Count me out, when its clear that I,
find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something thats different,
Something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
Everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God Im wrong, its just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you
Could see inside of me.
And I dont know what to say, Its fine.
This isnt Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something thats different
Something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different
Everything you would change in me.

Im taking a chance, this could be different .
This could be all Im waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all Im waiting for.
I wanted to see something thats different
Something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different,
Everything you would change in me.

Something thats different
Something thats different