Find My Way

They want a story imma tell 'em that
既然想听故事，我这里有现成的
They wanna see I got the visions
他们想看我看过的景色
Want the change I'll make the difference
但又想让我有点新意，讲点别的
And you know that I'll be searching till I bring it back
唯有你知道有些东西我总会找寻回来
Yeah I went through hell and back to find myself
没错，我曾经悲惨绝望但最终找回自己
But I am not the same as who had left no
但我又和那些离开的人不太一样
I am not the same I'm reinvented from the head-toe
如今的我摇身一变，改头换面
Still I'm on that same old
但有些地方我还是老样子
Still I'm grinding just to reach a payroll
为了拿到薪水，我还在“努力”磨磨蹭蹭
Since I was like yea-high and yea-old
因为有时候的我不得不向时间妥协
I was always cooking you were feeding off the day olds
我一直负责煮饭，你没心没肺的吃着
I ain't really know it but I should though
不是我不懂，是我不想懂
I ain't really get it but I could though
虽然我洞悉一切，但我宁愿装傻
Something bout the distance got me shook though
我很惊讶如此这般，你我依然渐行渐远
Head so full of I don't care and I don't knows
我满脑子都是：我不在乎，我不知道
But I been hiding from that part of me still keep it close
我越想躲避，它们越是在脑海中挥之不去
My tired face my normal face yeah you know that ain't change
你熟悉我脸上的每一个表情
I got a goal, I got a check so you know I can't stay
你也知道，为了理想我不会安于一隅
Yeah you know I can't stay
是的，你一直都知道
And I see the sun it sets down on my tired city
我看到太阳落在我歇脚的地方
Wind blowing on my face I wonder if it's drifting
微风拂过我的脸庞，不知
To somewhere far away I'd like to come along and
它要飘向何方，我想和你同往
I'd like to come along and, oh I'd like to come along and
我一直都想，只要你在身旁
I see the sun it sets down on my tired city
我看到太阳落在我歇脚的地方
Wind blowing on my face I wonder if it's drifting
微风拂过我的脸庞，不知
To somewhere far away I'd like to come along and
它要飘向何方，我想和你同往
I'd like to come along and, oh I'd like to come along and
我一直都想，只要你在身旁
Woke up right side of the bed
在床边醒来
Still broke, still Joe, but it's all on my head
脑子一片混乱，但是那件事还在脑海中萦绕
I got hope, got love, got a spot on the edge
我突然看到希望和爱，走在两者边缘交汇的一点
I got goals got flows and I'm tryin to wed
有了想要走进婚姻安定下来的念头
I might
我可能
Go deep hoping it'll be okay
是真的想要这一切成真
I can't wait until i see the day
我迫不及待的想看到这一天的到来
No sleep, hold dreams in pillow cases
我没有了睡意，生怕在枕上的美梦会溜走
Now we gon see it's so amazing
这一切都那么令人欣喜
No choice but i ain't say it controllin me
这不是我无计可施下的选择
Holds me down to the ground when I'm feelin so over me
当我在重压之下透不过气时
Get surrounded by sounds thinkin this how it's supposed to be
我听见所有的声音都在说：应该怎样进行下去
I ain't feelin as lonely and i ain't hip with the rosarie but
我从未觉得孤独，也不无趣
I got hope got faith in this
但我此刻却只有这一个信念
I feel great feel **** tryna take a risk
这种美妙的感觉难以言喻，可能我是在冒险
With my friends, know foes gonna hate on this
我和朋友都知道，无聊之人总是恰恰相反
See Nice Colors everyday no shade in this
每天的生活都将丰富多彩，没有阴霾
And I see the sun it sets down on my tired city
我看到太阳落在我歇脚的地方
Wind blowing on my face I wonder if it's drifting
微风拂过我的脸庞，不知
To somewhere far away I'd like to come along and
它要飘向何方，我想和你同往
I'd like to come along and, oh I'd like to come along and
我一直都想，只要你在身旁