The Lichtenberg Figure

I'm not the greatest writter.Oh,I'm not the greatest,no.
我不会是最好的作家，噢，我不会的，不会
I'm not perfect,nor even novelist.This time you better listen up.
我一点也不完美，甚至称不上小说家
Oh!Life have barely changed.
这个时候你最好听好了
Twenty two,still pissed,plenty of ****s in the backpack and nikes on my feet.
噢，生活几乎没有改变
Many pieces are missing since I came back home.
22点，烂醉如泥，那些狗屎全丢在包里
I can't deal with my own life,I'm incomplete.
还有我脚上的耐克
Another empty wreck...****!
自从我回到家，丢掉了太多东西
I'm just the shell of a man which is absent.
我无法自理生活，真畸形
I'm wearing his skin but I'm partially vacant.
就一个空壳残骸，操
What I have is far from being gold but I write open hearted, my ***** in the inkwell.
我只是一具空壳
**** it,I'm done with swallowing ******** since hitting it off has become an addiction.
我披着自己的人皮，但还是有部分空缺着
I needed more than these words going nowhere to show you that this life is not such a poem.
我所拥有的远非金钱
Some black clouds will get so much bigger no matter how lucky I am.
但我写的很开放，就像我墨水瓶里的球
I've never learned how to live with the thunder.
操，我在吞下这些屁话，我在自作自受
My heart is a lighting rod and I'm walking under a thunderstorm mesmerized by the lights.
自从觉得做这事合得来已经成瘾
With my eyes half shut.
我需要再多做几次，因为这些话无处可去
I do live through these lines,writing this song just to say what I got to.
为了让你看看我的生活不那么诗意
I need much more than these words just to show you that it's a struggle to be able to believe in this life.
那些乌云越来越大了
Hey! Hey! I write with my heart open.
无论我多么幸运
Hey! Hey! Even if It can be so callous.
我永远学不会怎么在雷电下存活
Hey! Hey! Just listen.
我的心脏就是个避雷针，而我就走在雷云下
This heartbeat have so much to say.
我看着雷光入了迷
I just can't keep it in. I just won't it in.
伴随着我半闭的眼睛
I'm not the greatest writer and this isn't the greatest song.
我确实渡过一劫
I'm not perfect,nor even novelist, I'm not saint, I'm not a ******* prophet.
写下这首歌就是为了说说我得到了什么
**** this, I'm just drifting.
我需要更多的东西，甚于这些话语
I keep moving pushed by the movement.
就是要让你知道，这是一场搏斗，为了能够相信这人生的斗争
I'm still trying to pull the strings of my ******* life.
嘿！嘿！我放开我的心来写
Oh,you can keep the pain,the fame,the money and the whore [03:32.02]'cause I'm a body shaped shell in a sorry state.
即使它变得如此无情
"My friends,you better listen!
听听
This man you see now isn't totally different, along the road he thought he'll found himself,
这颗心脏有太多话要说
a ******* sense at these goddamn feelings".
我只是无法按捺住它，我就是不能按捺住它
I'm just the shell of a man which is absent.
我不是最好的作者
I'm wearing his skin but I'm partially vacant.
这也不是最好的歌
What I have is far from being gold but I write open hearted,my ***** in the inkwell.
我并不完美，甚至不算一个小说家
**** it,I'm done with swallowing ******** since hitting it off has become an addiction.
我也不是圣人，我也不是一个的先知
I needed more than these words going nowhere to show you that this life is not such a poem.
操，我只是在飘
I'm just the shell of a man which is absent.
我被推动着前行
I wear his skin but I'm partially vacant.
我还仍旧试图拉出这生活的和弦
My heart is a lighting rod and I'm walking under a thunderstorm mesmerized by the lights.
噢，你大可以保持这苦痛