Is It Just Me?

It's been way too long for me to find it this hard
意中迷烦，至今已良久
Sitting alone my fingers picking the sofa apart
无意义地用手抠着沙发
An attempt to distract from the fact that I miss you
好像我可以使它寄情与你
I wonder if your friends have had to carry you home
你的朋友真的需要把你带回家
And stay for the night because
让你在那里留宿
They don't want to leave you alone
只为了不让你孤身一人吗
Way before it was fun, it's becoming an issue
这不是玩笑能够解决的了
I know it's cruel
尽管这很残忍
But I kind of hope you're tortured too
可我还是想让你设身处地
Tell me does your heart stop
告诉我，你的心跳停止了吗
At the party when my name drops
派对上，当我的名字消失在你面前时
Like you're stood at the platform
就像你站在凌晨空荡的月台
When the trains cross
当火车飞驰而过
Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
你感受到了吗，我想你一定会
Or is it just me?
还是只有我为此感伤？
Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
当我说不出话时，我心不拙
When I say that we broke up and they ask why
当我说我们分开，有多少人为我们惋惜
Are you crying in the shower like a freak?
你会在水声掩盖时放声大哭吗
Or is it just me?
还是只有我是独自一人
It's been three months and two days and five hours
已经有三个月零两天五个小时了
Since I walked away and we left it so sour, I know
自从我离开你那天—这很痛苦，我也知道
That you're probably thinking you're better without me
但是你觉得离开我大概会过得更好吧
And all my days have turned cold but not as cold as your shoulder
你离开后，我的生活黯淡无光，可惜你也不再是从前
I've been thinking it over, while I drink myself sober again
经常在小酌时思考
Please understand
请你理解吧
That I know it's cruel
我知道这很残忍
But I kind of hope you're tortured too
但我希望你也能设身处地
Tell me does your heart stop
拜托了，请告诉我你当时心跳都停止了
At the party when my name drops
当我的名字消失在你面前时
Like you're stood at the platform
就像你站在凌晨空荡的月台
When the trains cross
一列火车飞驰而过
Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
你感受到了吗？我想你会的
Or is it just me?
还是我在自作多情？
Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
当我说不出话时，我心不拙
When I say that we broke up and they ask why
当我说我们分开，有多少人为我们惋惜
Are you crying in the shower like a freak? (Hmm, hmm)
你会在无人听见时放声大哭吗
Or is it just me?
还是我....只是多想了
(Ah, ah, ah)
....（心碎）....
'Cause this would be one whole lot easier (Ah, ah, ah)
这也能更好地被接受
God, I know that's selfish but it's true (Ah, ah, ah)
尽管这很自私，但这不是假话
If underneath some calm exterior
如果在平静的外表下
You're all ****ed up too
你们还是甜蜜的搞砸了
Tell me does your heart stop
拜托了，请告诉我你当时心跳都停止了
At the party when my name drops
当我的名字消失在你面前时
Like you're stood at the platform
就像你站在凌晨空荡的月台
When the trains cross
一列火车飞驰而过
Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be
你感受到了吗？我想你会的
Or is it just me?
还是我在自作多情？
Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside
当我说不出话时，我心不拙
When I say that we broke up and they ask why
当我说我们分开，有多少人为我们惋惜
Are you crying in the shower like a freak?
你会在水声覆盖时放声大哭吗
With only cigarettes for company?
或者只有香烟陪伴身旁
Are you crying in the shower like a freak?
你会在水声覆盖时放声大哭吗？
Or is it just me?
还是...只我一人，躅步而行？