Lost

Why do I push You away?
我为什么拒你于千里
Why do I tell You to leave me alone like
我为什么告诉你让我一个人呆着
I never got something to say?
好像我没有什么别的可说似的？
Why does it feel like I'm lying?
为什么感觉我在说谎？
I'm tired of smiling like I've been okay
我已经厌倦了这样的微笑，好像我什么事都没有
I'm praying, I'm crying
我在祈祷，我在哭泣
I look up, I'm thinkin', how do You hear what I'm sayin'?
我抬头看，思考着，你如何能听见我的祷告？
I'm tryna be a better person, but it's killing me inside
我正试着成为一个更好的人，可我的内心已千疮百孔
I can't seem to understand why I never trust anybody, I
我似乎无法理解为什么自己无法信任任何人
I feel like You're never there, or maybe I never cared
我感觉你从不在我身边，或者只是我从不在乎
Maybe I'm full of pride and when You called I couldn't hear
也许我只是过分骄傲，当你打给我，我总是选择无视

现在我需要你，我真的需要你
I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
现在我需要你，我真的需要你，没有你我迷失方向
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
我需要你，我能说些什么？ 我需要你，我能说些什么？
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
我需要你，我能说些什么？没有你我无所适从
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
因为我的世界正在崩塌
'Cause this world around me is falling
而我也几近崩溃
And it feels like I'm going to break
如同我正身陷黑暗
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
你能为我指引方向吗？
Could You show me the way?
我希望成功不会像通常会发生的那样影响我

望向镜中人，扪心自问我对自己做了什么
I hope success doesn't change me like it does usually
陈旧的恐惧涌向我
Look in the mirror, like what did You do to me?
我不经思索接下来会有什么新事物降临
Old feelings that are creeping in
原谅我的过错
Got me wondering what is new to me
犯下的错误使人伤痛
Forgive me for my faults
可你知道我是谁，而你却终于信仰
Mistakes that are made that are hurting
你知道我并非完美
But You know who I am, and You died on a cross
是啊，我无疑地信任你
You knew I wasn't perfect
可我的内心却因未知而痛苦
Yeah, my faith in You is certain
清晨六时醒来
But I'm bitter inside of a wilderness
我困惑自己是否能少一些疲惫
Wake up at six in the morning
我是否自私只因想要更多？
I wonder when I'll be tired a little less
只因栖身于一座我负担不起的房子？
Am I selfish for wanting more?
只因我的门外的
Inside of a home that we can't afford?
价值三千刀的传送器停止了工作？
My transmission breaking down
明白吗，当你失去希望，你会为自己找到信仰
Around three-thousand dollars outside the door?
当我几近崩溃，我听到了你的声音
See, when you run out of hope, you run into faith
这一生我做过很多错误的决定
I hear Your voice when I'm about to break
而我似乎从未将其纠正
I made a lot of bad decisions in my life
对我在乎的人不假关心
I never seem to get it straight
我能感觉自己的心趋于荒芜
Caring less for people that I cared about
请不要向我承诺永恒
I can feel my heart turning hollow
若你甚至不能承诺我明天
Don't you promise me forever
信任危机，是啊，我有很多
When you can't even make it until tomorrow
故事和伤疤，我也有很多
Trust issues, yeah, I got plenty
欲望将我缠绕，我是如此脆弱，你知道的
Stories and scars, I got many
我想知道自己是否能做好准备
Lust all around me, I'm weak and you know it
去做那个我深信自己能够成为的人
I wonder if I'll ever be ready
我需要你为我指引方向
To be the person that I know I can be
我固执如牛，我尖锐如铁，我自傲如雀，我都知道
I need you to show me the way
我需要你，我能说些什么？
I'm stubborn, I'm bitter, I'm prideful, I know it
现在我需要你，我真的需要你
I need You, what can I say?
我需要你，我能说些什么？没有你我迷失方向

我需要你，我能说些什么？ 我需要你，我能说些什么？
I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
我需要你，我能说些什么？没有你我无所适从
I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
因为我的世界正在崩塌
I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
而我也几近崩溃
I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
如同我正身陷黑暗
'Cause this world around me is falling
你能为我指引方向吗？
And it feels like I'm going to break
It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
Could You show me the way?