i'm a ghost but it hurts

Yeah, listen close to my words (yeah)
仔细聆听我的轻语
I’m a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是幽灵，但心也是痛的
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
我被人唾弃
All alone it’s a curse (yeah)
孤身一人也许是一种永身的诅咒
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
灵魂要写进诗歌里
They don’t know how it works (yeah)
旁人不知道那多美妙
I’ve been searching for a new life
不断寻觅新的生活
See the stepping stones in the dirt? (yeah)
看到土里的垫脚石了吗?
I want everyone to love me
我想被每个人爱
I want everyone to trust me
想被每个人相信
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
每天都在想这个荒谬之事
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
每晚都梦到他，我到底少了什么
Conversations in the mirror
对着镜子自言自语
No I ain’t never been a rear view
不，我没有当过后视镜
Driving alone got no music playing when I’m steering
开车兜风却没有音乐
Hope you like it when you hear it (yeah)
希望你喜欢当你耳边萦绕音乐时
I’m doing this for myself
我这都是为了我自己
I’m doing this to survive
为了生存
I just wanna feel alive
我只想让自己的内心不再空虚
Got some regrets in my head but
我有些后悔，但是
I’m pushing them all to the side
我和他们划清了界线
I, wanna go hard, going so far
我，想，努力，走到了这一步
Feeling so low, on my solo
却因我孤单一人而心情落入谷底
Body so cold, going so numb
身体如此冰冷，如行尸走肉般不断行走
Like a sore thumb, stick out too much
像一个疼痛的拇指，伸出太多
Definition of a bad decision
一个个错误的决定
Never told me that I had to listen
我却从没想过要倾听
I was always on a path to glisten
我总是在成功的捷径上闪闪发光
Broke boy with a castle vision
破产的男孩，城堡的愿景
Yeah, now they’re tearing me down
是啊，臭鱼烂虾们想把我撕烂
Can’t find a crown
仍然得不到只属于我的皇冠
Can’t make a sound
白费力气，依旧毫无发言权
I couldn’t show em’ what I am about
我不能让他们知道我是谁
Listen close to my words (yeah)
仔细倾听我的魂语
I’m a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是鬼魂，却会痛心
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
我被世人唾弃
All alone it’s a curse (yeah)
孤独是一种永生永世不得逃脱诅咒
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
就把我的灵魂放进诗里
They don’t know how it works (yeah)
世人并不知道那对我来说多重要
I’ve been searching for a new life
我不断找寻新的生命
See the stepping stones in the dirt? (yeah)
看到土里的垫脚石了吗?
I want everyone to love me
我想让每个人都关心我
I want everyone to trust me
我也想被人相信
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
每天沉浸在这种幻想里
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
每个夜晚都会梦到啊，我到底缺了什么才不配拥有
Conversations in the mirror
看着镜中的虚无，自言自语
No I ain’t never been a rear view
不我从来没有当过后视镜
Driving alone got no music playing when I’m steering
开车兜风却无美乐相伴
Hope you like it when you hear it
希望世人都会听到我的呼唤
Listen close to my words (yeah)
仔细倾听我的诉求
I’m a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是鬼魂，却会心殇
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
世人皆唾弃我
All alone it’s a curse (yeah)
孤独诅咒我
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
灵魂渴望得到诗的拥抱
They don’t know how it works (yeah)
他们不知道那是怎么运转的
I’ve been searching for a new life
我渴望得到新的生命
See the stepping stones in the dirt?
你看到泥土中的垫脚石了吗？