pull the trigger

I said I wasn't gonna give in anymore
But tell me, how can I when my heart's still so sore
I find it hard to push things off
I find it hard not to **** shit up
I don't wanna hurt no more
Someone please make it stop
I'm starin' in the mirror
Vision's blurry, but it's clear now
Time to pull the trigger
I'm tryna break through, you're tryna break down
I'm sorry to tell you, but you're in my way now
I cannot try this too
I mean, why should I want to?
Now that I see through
I see you, yeah, it's true
And I dressed in most of what's my biggest mistake
Don't know why I took so long to see it so fake
All they do is talk and talk
And it's just so crazy to me
'Cause I will keep my mouth shut
If my words were that empty (Empty, empty, empty)
Baby, you were cancelled
Go and talk all if you're damaged
I'm tryna break through, you're tryna break down
I'm sorry to tell you, but you're in my way now
I cannot try this too
I mean, why should I want to?
Don't have no time to panic
I need to cross the atlantic
Hide your demons in the attic