the knife i pulled out of your back

I need to take a break
我需要休息一下
(I need to take a break)
（我需要休息一下）
from these calls every night
每晚频频的来电
It's tearing me apart
听到你的声音
to hear your voice
足够令我崩溃
I wish I wasn't here
真希望我不在这里
but somewhere far away
而是另外的遥远的地方
But I'm stuck here with my thoughts
但是我被思绪困在这里
I have no choice
没有选择
I ain't by my phone baby please don't text me
我没有用自己的手机亲爱的请不要给我发短信
Laying in my bed and my head still messy
躺在床上我的大脑仍一团糟
Demons outside baby I don't wanna go
恶魔就在窗外，我不愿出去
Let my eyes close Ima die alone
就让我闭上双眼孤独死去
The knife I pulled out of your back
我从你背后拔出的刀
The knife I pulled out of your back
我从你背后拔出的刀
I'm just ****** up
我搞砸一切
Waiting on my luck to turn around
等待转运
Baby slow down
亲爱的慢下来
Oh now you wanna hear about
你是不是想听
how I stayed up baby all night stressing
我是怎样熬过一晚的，整夜紧绷着神经
7 missed calls when I should be resting
当我放松下来休息时，看到7个未接来电
I don't wanna talk I got reasons
我不想多说，我已经找到原因了
ya I just gotta see to believe it
并且我也很相信
I don't wanna talk I got reasons
我不想多说，我已经找到原因了
ya I just gotta see to believe it
并且我也很相信
I need to leave it alone
我需要将它抛开
I need to stop slamming my door
我应该停止抨摔我的门
I really need to get a hold
我实在需要
of myself
给自己一个拥抱
I lost the key to your heart
我弄丢了你心房的钥匙
and I lost the key to your home
也弄丢了你家里的钥匙
Deep inside I really know
我深深地知道
I Need your help
我需要你的帮助
The knife I pulled out of your back
我从你背后拔出的刀
Left blood on my clothes
血液残留在我的衣服上
I'm sorry I lied
对不起我说谎了
But for now I'm laying low
但是现在我低低地俯首
I ain't by my phone baby please don't text me
我没有用自己的手机亲爱的请不要给我发短信
(I need to take a break from these calls every night)
（每晚频频的来电，我需要休息一下）
Laying in my bed and my head still messy
躺在床上我的大脑仍一团糟
(It's tearing me apart to hear your voice)
（听到你的声音就足够令我崩溃）
Demons outside baby I don't wanna go
恶魔就在窗外，我不愿出去
(I wish I wasn't here but somewhere far away)
（我希望自己不在这里而是在遥远的某处）
Let my eyes close Ima die alone
就让我闭上双眼孤独死去
(But I'm stuck here with my thoughts I have no choice)
（但是我被思绪困在这里，没有其他选择）