I knew this was coming (prod. killedmyself)

Driving to your job late at night
夜幕降临 驱车去往你的方向
I smell like cigarettes
心有不快
I’m not alright.
烟味萦绕在我周身不散
You never check on me
你再未关心过我
Is there another guy?
是否你的心已另有所属
All these ******* questions
所有你难以启齿的答案
You can’t answer are we just a lie?
似乎都在问着 我们是否只是麻木的活着

我从未如此绝望
Never have I ever felt so sad
不时想要结束生命
Sometimes I wanna die
却又囿于亲情之绊
And my parents feel bad
或许离家万里才是最佳的归宿
Away from home is where It’s best to be
我拿起我的手机
So I check my ******* phone
不停地查看是否收到了你的消息
And I snap the rope and leave
你昨晚讯息的意义我仍不敢细想

什么叫做你将离开
What did you mean by your text last night
一去不返
That you’ll go away
算了
And won’t come back
大概与时间无关
It’s okay
早已知晓一切都走不到永远
It was a matter of time
算了 就这样吧
I knew that this would never last
我将整夜伫立于此
It’s fine thats alright
继续我不再有你于身侧的人生
I’ll stay here for now
Live my life without you around.